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dark thoughts day 1306:35 May 22 2014
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When do you really start to heal? a week? two? a year? I sit watching the world pass me up. I offer advice to all that ask but I cant fix that pain. I wonder if its my fault that I hurt with all the mistakes I made the choices I chose, The Reasoning i spent pondering. Am I always Going to be a mistake? A Problem? a hopless wreak? He walks into my life tells me...that I am worthless even for so long that i begin to belive that everything is My fault my mistake....my burdien.
Will I ever be ok?
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Vloth
12:47 May 22 2014
I am engulfed in the same darkness. My wife beats me daily with a past which is not even real. Healing is a hope. I am still falling further into the palpably dense darkness. There is not even a hint of light. I hope you can find some light to help you find the sanctuary of healing.