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Batter my heart, three-person'd God ; for you

As yet but knock ; breathe, shine, and seek to mend ;

That I may rise, and stand, o'erthrow me, and bend

Your force, to break, blow, burn, and make me new.

I, like an usurp'd town, to another due,

Labour to admit you, but O, to no end.

Reason, your viceroy in me, me should defend,

But is captived, and proves weak or untrue.

Yet dearly I love you, and would be loved fain,

But am betroth'd unto your enemy ;

Divorce me, untie, or break that knot again,

Take me to you, imprison me, for I,

Except you enthrall me, never shall be free,

Nor ever chaste, except you ravish me.

I looked at her wondering if this could actually be happening to me. I looked at her with amazed eyes at her breaking down right here in front of me. I stare into the deep hollow of her eyes and ask her if she knows what she is putting me through. I need youto be strong for me and to be there when I need you to be there....my love,my only, why won't you listen to me? I taste the saltiness of my own tears and run my fingers gently over her cheek to let her know I feel the pain. It's not as bad as it seems is it? Maybe so, the lucid and most vivid dreams of a stranger that I thought I once knew. Are they all the oblivions of one damned mentality? Just the lustful images of a being. Are you there? Have I lost you to those beyond my control and the hell that I knew never existed? My sweet one please stay with me….she goes into a frantic state and I slowly watch as the woman I once called is being dragged into the darkness of an unwanted misery.. my love, my one and only…… is no longer there.