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grumpy, groggy, and crampy today... some days it's not worth the effort to get out of bed.

So I feel as if I'm about to fall over asleep now.. Damn. I shouldn't or I won't be able to fall asleep again tonight.

Can't sleep..



I keep having an image from a dream I had last night haunt me. I think my hormones really are off and maybe I should have that looked into.



I am haunted by the incident that happened at Virgina Tech. Maybe it's because I go to a tech school myself. There could be some kid ready to go wacko and attack all of us as well..



And I am torn. I feel there really should be a crack down on who is allowed a gun. That old line of "if you outlaw guns, only outlaws will have guns" only goes so far. I don't know how that guy got his hands on two hand guns. I'm imagining it wasn't that difficult though.



I've also noticed that even if a store doesn't sell hand guns, they'll still sell the ammunition for it. That seems rather questionable.



But at the same time.. I'd like to own a gun. I don't have any wild fantasies about hunting or "protecten my proparty;" it would just be fun to own one. Fun to go out to the shooting range every so often and shoot things.



I feel as though I shouldn't talk about this to many people though because I'll be labeled as some "bleeding heart liberal" who doesn't know anything... I think there should be more involved with who gets a gun and who doesn't.

There is always something to worry or be upset about.. when your life is good, it can be something as simple as you didn't sort the linens that great and some color bled onto an undershirt. Boo hoo.. Life goes on and you don't really take any notice and continue to enjoy yourself..



Then something like tonight happens.. My bf is missing with my car. He doesn't have his cell phone, he didn't tell me ANYTHING, even though I was playing poker at a place I've been going to for a MONTH now. The car was parked in front of the house I was in.



Could he poke his head in and tell me what was up? Apparently not. Where the hell is he? Is he just at the diner, or did he run off?

Happy Dead Jew on a Stick Day!



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