If only it were legal to kill people that give you the shits. I`m getting booted out of my house that i`ve been in for three years, big deal you might say but i got two boys a great and some times weird job, they gave no reason and five days to get out, whats even better then all that is that i got to be out by dec 26th boxing day. So good bye Christmas for my two brats (ok i gave them there gifts early) now how do i get time to find a house. I`m at work when i write this but i work all the way up to x-mas, i`m going to go back to Brisbane Qld Aus, my home away from this shit, god i`m so pissed off right now, but i get a chance to start a new new new life i guess, hard as choice though cause i got custody of my two and i know the mother will be a bitch (to put it nicely, major control freak) now they been in my care for about 2 years and i gotta put them first. they are thrilled about the idea but i`m not sure, i got six weeks to find a place to live in while the boys are on holidays and i have to work in this time too....... LOST.... I hate the felling i get every time i go out in the day with what i wear with who i am, thats why i do like to hide so i guess i should welcome the change what do you reckon?
One day i`ll wake up and this world wil be well the usual really.... ssdd is the moto that i go by most of the time, this place has the small town mantality, doesn`t like any thing that is different.
I stand proud in my own world that i use to get away from this shit, only to find that the clones have taken over. I meen it`s not even emo but more like tragic wanna be, shore you might say that there just tring to find there way in a world full of lost but i cop the rap for most of the shit that they do, it`s hard being the only darkly minded goth in a small country town. I get people ask if i`m emo or told i should just go kill my self, ha ha ha to them silly barstards, those same people come into my place of work and there nice as pie when they want there phone fixed, thats when i strike back and tell them that there is no point fixing it......oh well i`m off to fight another day ta ta
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