Arthur Waynick…
He was known not so much for his great age but for his violent turns of temper. As a vampire, the emotional rages from the blood made him a walking well dressed nightmare even in his inner circle.
There were rules however Arthur skirted many of them as his demon convinced him that they were low flying flights of fancy. Only someone that insane could successfully skim the edges of such a horrific society. It was Arthur Wainrite/Waynick who held the real power since the time of Hamarabi. Yet, to anyone but himself The Security arm of the coven was the only group that held any kind of sway over others like him. Most like his peers, his enemies, or even other kinds of creatures not quite human the Cam could hold them in check. It took only lucid moments when the demon had been sleeping off a bender that made perfect timing to get Arthur back on track.
Frustratingly, more often than not, the Keeper of the security of the coven would receive
"red" gifts from Arthur, such as a headless corpse of the more unlucky acolytes sent his way. A very bad day to be a messenger when going to his house! His various guests would always enjoy a Arthurian centerpiece, usually the head of the most recent coven messenger sent by his off times “ex” lover Sidney.
There on a heavy hand carved ancient dining table covered in gold blood stained leather and hand laced with rubies lay the head the newest victim. There it lay, the centerpiece of a bloody fondue fountain, with Its face frozen in a mottled grey and black rictus grin. Arthur’s guests were greedily feeding on dark purple layers of flesh slicing off a nose or ear. Anyone lurking outside close to the old stone mansion would hear the light carefree laughing. However if anyone was peering through the distant windows from the street, they would see the bowing and sometimes dancing of the dark silhouettes of his guests.
Back inside the mansion this banquet continued. ‘Arthur's guests were laughing and they were Dipping messenger chunks in the trickling crimson crude which was made even more horrific because there was music thumping and pulsing from a million dollar sound system ran by a DJ whose exotic tastes bent the imagination of anything less than human.
Many were overindulging their vicious appetites to point of near exhaustion with belly eruptions and vomiting blood. It was these perversions and rumors of worse horrors that kept most vampires away from Arthur Waynick. Even the Welkin of a dead gods Nephelim and the Fallen of the damned, stayed as far away as possible for if they were caught spying the lesser of them would become a part of a sinister version of Arthur's unholy Eucharist.
But even these things began changing. Responding inevitably one would think a sentiency existed in the universe which upon seeing such horrors began rippling strand after strand of unseen threads. Unraveling time and space itself, then and so if one was dreaming on this Equinox night from closed eyelid and coffin, one might see a shaking pale female form and she, pale in contrast to damp and damned throws of blood rages and magic would be taking her control of the coven, or at least trying to. The subtle machinations and intrigues of her dark soul plucking those threads would soon be changing everything. Arthur, even as a powerful vampire with a very short vicious temper and a demon that rode him like a whore from hell, would soon be focused on his fathers works, but not the intent. No that was coming later, a little bit after the weather got hot. For now Arthur was in the throws of one of his lusts driven by who knew what.
So it is on this night in this city of such simple beauty, this night of snow covered streets, that the Coven after having sent this messenger to the house of Waynick, stands Sidney her fists clenched in fury, angrily viewing the body returned with a note pinned to his chest. The acolyte had first been quartered and then his limbs cauterized so as not to drip on the long trip that some how had never raised even so much as a eyebrow at the FedEx office, or of the driver that was so handsomely paid to deliver his "package" all the way from Lowery Hill.
The note read only this: “Don't send someone else to do your job, your highness.”
Sidney was enraged beyond words. She stood pale, and shaking violently. She had accidentally bit the corner of her lower lip while whispering curses to some unseen demon. After all she was the first wife to a number of princes, daughter to Lucifer the Light Bringer, ( well the crazy man told her that on her embrace so long ago that even the dirt had a hard time remembering,…) and consort to …well it was just outrageous! To think that she was being insulted in such a manor, how dare he!
In Vampire society there were many betrayals, one after another over the years. She tried seizing control over the city but it was in vain, since the currant prince really didn’t care and had unbelievably good resources. That and the Coven was always about the prince this and the prince that, but her father for some reason had always intervened. But as of the last hundred or so years, since she embraced Arthur, he was not so much involved in her life. It was a "Balance of power belongs to those who wield it blindly" he would say but, she never cared what her father said, the crazy old lunatic! …To her it seemed like an empty thoughtless
placation...Yet some how, now she had been unnoticed by her fathers latest protégés some humans, this infuriated her even more, it was as if she had no control at all, in the business of procurements. Someone must have been involved in something more important so that her manipulations were never discovered. It would seem that the universe for now was on her side for keeping that part of her plans under cover but not her happiness, if one could call being a “control freak” happiness.
Stabbing a well manicured red nail at her personal assistant she threw herself on top of him. She smiled at him raising her ruby red lips like a curtain, revealing her unnaturally sharp teeth, a stage for her sharp words and some nights, her sharp works of pleasure.
She began to listing all the things she needed to do immediately. Of course she drove this home while grinding her hips painfully into her servant. This went on for what seemed like an eternity but eventually she made her point, and then left for Paris in the dead of night. She had it driven home to her personally like a bad fuck, with this latest corpse that she needed him, Arthur on her side if she was to rule even the slightest over the vampires in Kevin Black’s domain. As a future candidate for Seneschal, she would need him to join her cause. When she returned she told her servants, that she needed her entourage to meet Arthur in person.
It were especially planted to remain ever green. She drove to the alcove by the side entrance and a servant was there immediately to let her inside. No sooner had she entered his mansiowas few months later when the snow was heavy on the ground and the New Year was firmly established that she decided on a pre-emptive visit. Arthur had never responded to the letter she had hand delivered to him, not one word. That was then, this was tonight.
She never said a word to anyone; she just took her own personal car and went over to the mansion.
There it was, the Waynick mansion, lit by soft gold lights on the snow, glittering delicately on carefully manicured shrubs that even in this light and distance she noticed how much it looked like a palace. This told her how much control of his “house" he had.
She was greeted as queen even though hours earlier the place was filled with guests, his servants never tired. Arthur had several attending to her every need while she waited in a lavishly wood carved study. Quickly they were offering her a rarity of blood to drink, claiming it was drained from angels. She laughed at the thought but still found it so very intoxicating she didn’t notice when they left the room. The blood smelled musky, dark and made her think of thick shadows and animals howling in darkened tunnels.
As the heavy wood door swung open there stood Arthur tall, and half cast in his own shadow inspecting her carefully but with a candid but dark intensity. “You’re more focused and involved in the politics of the city then I have heard,” he said.
She couldn't answer directly as she looked into his eyes.
By that time, she was held within him in his mind completely taken and like a confessor at some hellish church; she was now a sinner-confidant. She was suddenly a mere child helplessly held inside him and with him, unable to escape. Where she was once the parent, he was now, and so he smiled, and motioned to another door off to the side of the study. "Follow me; I think we may need more privacy for your confessions." She would have answered but she was still captured and speechless. There were drugs in the blood or something wicked she was not prepared for. He walked silently, a graceful shadow thrown across the room. Opening the door, he motioned her with his pale hand, as she passed barely brushing close beside him she felt a feeling of danger itching deep inside her unbearable that she wanted to scratch. “This way to your salvation,” he said. The words struck a tone that sent shivers down her spine.
They paused and He faced her. Taking her forgotten cup with his hands, firmly around hers and raising it to her lips she took this last sip of blood like a communion. Then he led and as if drawn by an invisible chain she followed him through the narrowing hallway her body compelled and slightly bent in unwilling servitude. It seemed that he wanted to walk her for hours to weaken her. She felt a feeling of penance and lust. She was already so confused that when they had eventually arrived to a large heavily draped chamber she was startled by him as he said sharply, “This is my private room. Even my servants aren’t allowed in here". She felt the words strike her skin, awakening her senses so that she could just begin to see what was in this room. It filled her eyes, and appeared to be a bed. It had a sinister carving over the head board with ruins that she remembered from years ago during her embrace of him at Persephone Station, yet she couldn’t quite make out in the gloom. Four huge dark carved posts rose up to the ceiling and disappeared into the darkness. She thought she heard something but was soon forgetting because he began moving in closer to her. Her body was not her own. Just as she felt the warmth of what she had drunk, she also felt chilled and covered with goose bumps. Her stomach was churning and feeling like it was going to float away. Her head was light while her thoughts became dark, and muddled. He leaned in close sniffing her neck. She nearly fainted by the sudden closeness. She lost any idea of control over Arthur. Sidney had no understanding of how he was doing this to her. She had no will of her own as He let his tip of his tongue touch the bottom of her ear. He cradled her head to one side with one hand and ran the tip of his tongue up and down her neck. His began to move air through his dead lungs so that a breath was fast but measured but directed at her skin. She felt his breathing raise an unbidden pleasure over her, rippling through her body but it could have just been in her mind but it didn’t matter. He exposed his fangs and instantly was deep inside her, his cheek on her neck his other hand cupping and caressing her hair. She new, she was older, wiser and more powerful, but her normally strong domineering presence was melting as she had found herself lost in his grip. Sidney became imprisoned to his wicked touch. In his gaze she had no choice to but to submit her body. Arthur’s illicitly draining, and pulling of her crimson liquid was also taking her mind with it. Her eyes rolled and she shivered, feeling as if lighting kept sending her orgasmic charges. He was pushing and pulling her blood through his clenched teeth, like a wave he added his own vitea in a rhythm that mimicked the subtle intercourse of humans. That dangerous feeling split right down her spine gathering between her legs. They stood wrapped like this infernal communion, like lovers but embracing this lust, they were soon kneeling at the foot of his monstrous luminously bone white sheeted bed. Sidney pressed firmly against his chest while arousing new desires from deep within his frozen blackened heart. There was seduction in kissing each other, almost a battle of will, with a sweet softness covering this relentless power struggle she refusing him but giving in and he taking her body. New lovers like exploring each others lips for the first time, but these two were summoning their personal demons, the soft veil of her roll of servitude ripping here and there while she used her well manicured red nails, leading him, driving him, and showing him in touch after touch, until he made her gasp and fangs went down into him. She was twisting his skin in small bites between her teeth only to release him slowly until he broke himself open on top of her, blood falling in her mouth, on her breasts on her eyes like communion wafers, and to trickle on the billowy bed underneath them. He straddled her voluptuous waist, his gaze once again the dominant priest of his domain.
If eyes are the gateway to soul then deep inside her he became a demonic god to her, usurping even her father. He breaking even her fathers hold on her to enter with her in his own vampire domination ritual. He languished for a moment as if saited. Then Arthur then threw all of his weight forward into her and bending down and kissing her hard. He quickly began running both his hands down each of her arms, subtly seducing her with his touch but pinning her wrists. She realized that itch, that danger she was feeling was her losing control. It was so infernal that she wanted to stop him, but she couldn't make him. She was no more than a servant to his lusts and even more so a slave to his electrifying touches. His mind held her fluttering fear in a cage he taunted her with. Then he stopped kissing her and sat upright still holding her wrists tightly. He bound her wrists by twisting the fabric of the bed linen around tightly feeling his nails rip thru the sheets to find what he had hidden there, a chain of wood carved from an ancient tree that she herself would recognize slowly but only too late, and he twisting and twisting this chain and these linens these ancient shrouds from graves long forgotten binding her firmly as much as any curse uttered from her own lips. When he let go of her wrists he held her with his mind ripping the remains of what was left of her designer blouse sending strips of white silk fluttering like moths, and pearl buttons scattering across the room to fall into the dark. As she listened to the tearing cloth she arched her back and coyly shifted to her right as if to invite him closer while moaning with a deadly passion. He leaned in close to her left ear and whispered, "I have a gift for you, and your going need to it when I’m done with you.
She began twisting forward trying to get close to his neck to get back close under his ear. She began giggling softly, a staccato percussion of beats escaping her lips, just barely reaching his neck. She was straining her bonds just enough so that she was touching him with sound. She turned her head back and forth unable to shut her eyes, but using the sound of her giggling like a lash. In his mind he knew what she was doing and his response was to bind her back with his own laughter, twisting the fabric another turn, twisting the chain tighter. Stopping to look at him, her broken mind was waiting in confused in anticipation. He reached over her, pulling a hidden lever just behind her head and a woman's body dropped heavily down through the darkness, what was concealed in the ceiling now hung a few feet above the bed. Arthurs's victum was bound and gagged. She had been drugged her body covered in small razor thin cuts. She was bleeding and the crimson liquid of this dying woman fell free on them as Arthur began kissing Sidney again. He wasn't done with her yet, this was just the beginning of the fun he would have. There from the floor underneath his bed his hands found the two silver chains he kept there. He took her legs spreading them and lifting them up. He leaned in close again pouring into her left ear, a honey of words that spread through her. "this is going to hurt but the pleasure, ohh the pleasure”! You have just enough blood above you to keep up while I fill you with such visions, such glorious visions."
She hissssed demonic curses at his old fashioned phrases while He continued chaining her legs apart at her ankles. He was so rough that the silver chains he was twisting caused her flesh to turn red, leaving a slight sent of sulfer, it could have been burnt skin and hair but it was the scent of hell born of imagination. She screamed and moaned at the same time."This is just the beginning," he said while leaning over her exposing his long sharp fangs. Arthur slid down to her thigh and bit deep into her again, pulling and pushing the blood. Her own fangs came out and as he licked a trail up her thigh long moments to her breasts lingering sliding his tongue around her slowly raising up to look into her eyes she lunged forward and bit deep into his own breast. They took turns biting each other, first in lust bathing in the dripping blood that was now flowing like a small stream on them and soaking the white sheets crimson black. They wrestled like vicious creatures in a careless childlike way, each soaked in the blood of the other, and the blood of the dieing woman who hung above them, then suddenly they just stopped. They were lost in each others stare. It was as if their souls needed some incomprehensible darkness to cover them from something that may see them sharing the blood within each other. She broke the silence by pulling her bound wrists till they bled. The fabric tore into her and the wood chain he used was slick with blood. There was an ancient taste that rose up like a hot mist to form in his mouth. He moved on top of her eagerly urging her licking her bonds. She could not slide her hands so he pulled the wood away to please her. She again tried to slid her hands down the front of him but this time the fabric tore releasing her so that she began, pulling him tightly towards her.
There were scars on them both which illuminated in red, flaring up like a rash, the written language of ancient beings stark and terrifying covered them both. Like a burn or even worse, like a moving kaleidoscope these scars were reading them both.
Somewhere some “thing” was reading them both.
There they were, diving and driving into each other, by their own cravings and needs yet still completely unaware of the monsters that they were. Or the special way that Arthur bound himself to her. He was large and ready, powered by blood, and an engine that was driven by hells daughter rolling her hips like a piston. He drove her beyond limits dropping back down between her legs, he bit her again and licked her again and filled her up with his own blood. She needed him now, she needed to chew his insides up with her teeth. She needed release.. She moaned and arched her back as he entered her, the blood filling thrust after thrust she drove his engines and oiled his pistoning hips with dark red slickness. His moaning became shouts and curses of deep passion in a foreign language. She held him so tight so close that when she embedded her teeth into his nipple his blood covered her face while he continued pounding her, a red wave washing the shore of her thighs. He made a noise that was almost a scream and she followed him pulling back moaned deeply with his flesh and blood in her mouth. Arthur was light and smoke, filling the air with sound until he began bone breaking spasms. His demon began jerking his body backwards almost in half then to throw him down into her at the waste crushing her beneath him. She saw his light in the tunnel vision of her own face, his eyes smeared with slick dark wetness as if to be baptized by his groping fingers. His was exploring her mouth and touching every inch of her. His was that which rose up on bloody knees taking her by the shoulders and drawing her down on her breasts. She took him in her mouth, a communion that would parody the church of the damned, while casting such a delicious silhouette, sucking and drinking him while pinning him between her fangs. He pulled her up to his face, where she fed him back his own blood, their lips sucking from each other over and over until he could stand no more. He filled his hands with her hair. He sucked in the sent of death. He licked and swallowed every drop she gave him. Arthur Waynick was now Arthur Wainrite taking his Sidney the potential Seneschal of the prince of the Coven in the City, and pushing her down for the last infinite moment, held her head, exploding blood into her, into his mind and himself the thing that he was, at that moment stretched tight and drawn out with warm red saturation, drawn out of him completely, his demon the thing that rode him hard and left him wet with her blood. The universe reverberated hellishly granting them both release. They looked at each and knew that they had just forged a new alliance. What NEVER was hers was now his and what was in him was now hers of the sort of thing which when spied upon from the depths of such darkness can only hint back from the depths of a well of souls.
Dinner for two
There was a scent about him that made following him easy. He never looked so hot, he was glowing from the inside. He laughed and all she could do was look at his lips, his eyes, his skin, but mostly his luscious lips.
Arthur and Sidney....a small flirtation with dangerous consequences
He captured her breathlessly with his spoken words, he never seemed to have a lack for something interesting to say or something funny to make her laugh. He was dinner for her. He gave her his deliscous attention, he gave her his subtle touch. He carressed her hand while at the table, and in the diming light of the candle she leaned forwar and took his full mouth with hers, licking the tip of his upper lip sucking delicatly and waiting for an eturnity while he teased her back. He moved in a rythemic dance, his natural ease with music made him seductive in a way very few could resist. The food arrived and she took her time, savory bites, smelling him richly flavored with his scents. He was an exotic herb to be tasted over and over again. They took their time, circleing round each others tongues, pressing back and forth between them a energy that heated up the room in waves.
The dishes were casual, but the food was good. It wasnt long before the waiter brought out a platter full to the edges of the sides. He sat down with it at the long counter where they both could see the man's uniformed body settle down in the chair. He could see the couple, see them together, eating and sucking their fingers while they feasted. He mimicked them, taking his time, to taste each morsel, flicking his tongue over the tineist of bit then swallowing it sucking juice off his lips.
The two of them watched each other, from a small distance. They carressed each other with eyes and words that were indistinct conversations about tables and guests that had left shitty tips, and others who were much more generous. She took him again, between her lips, she fed him her breath, he gave her his eyes, so she could see him smiling. It wasnt long before another waiter took a seat down a little bit from the other one, and before long a cook came out on break, taking a seat next to the other man, while another waitress leaned on the counter with a proped elbow to join them all in a type of orgy. Syncronicity of desires, passions, came in waves and soon they were all feasting on the delicious plates in front of them unconscience of their focus or their enjoyment of how they completly mirrored the couple.
This was the diner hour. There was the rich warm time between lovers that stretches it out to infinitly deliciously long moments. It would have been even longer had the red slick blood not made such a mess on the floor underneath them but it is bar rush and good food was hard to come by at this late hour. It was a good thing that at least one of them had stoped before the other one, who had so much to drink, the bartender made a point and called it, "last call". his insurance would never cover "no fault" blood letting!
~vita est lautus in mortalis nex quod a vorago en futility
est a immortalis basium suscito perturbatio delecto~
"life is washed upon state of being mortal violent death and a chasm
behold futility is a immortal kiss to stir up passion to delight in"
Sidney Emiley Tyler, en flagrante delecto
Well of souls, the beginning....
I clearly remember the wind rushing in my ears.
I am at the South Pole of Persephone station now. The sled team
on which my life depends is drifting badly despite their experience and their
human crews who surround us.
Our supplies of food and water are low, fuel is almost exhausted.
I arrive by moonlight to the old station. The vast expanse of perma- frost of the
South Pole glitters against the dark blue endless horizon.
I am anxious to get started with my research, and the mundane chores we will do
to set the tasks for the future generations to come.
Like my father, I seek to find these unseen things with a vast and different range
of senses what we see and take for granted, but might we also see and
study the missing worlds of matter, energy, time and yes even life which lie so
closely at hand.
My father had said over and over again in his last days, "I nor you my son,
can never detect with the range of our 5 senses that which exists, or yet still
hidden to our modern world what also tortures us in its complexity, could possibly
exist within the careful comfort of our normal perceptions".
He repeated over again, in the final hours of his life, how he claimed that his
friend Crawford having always believed that such strange, inaccessible worlds
existed at our waking moments by our cheek and subtle breath from our lips so
close, and knowingly more truly than even I could sanely believe how terribly
unfathomably deep this psychic well to be or how close to this second reality it exists within our own world.
He would grab me with his pale white and withered hand leaning into my ear,
with his deathly smell, speaking in almost a whisper of how these, our meager 5
senses will never detect strange eldritch creatures existing in their darkened
worlds waiting to claim ancient cities once again. This, having also found a way
to break down the very borders of sanity which our barriers surrounding and
holding reality together within those walls a imagined safety where they do not
touch us nor do we notice.
But as my mind drifts slowly back, it is quickly that I see the cluster of Quonset
huts outlined in the night glow from the moon, built there as a refuge against
even darker ancient ruins in the cold and frozen waste of snow. I see them
looming under the darkening shadows that sets before us fading fast into the
shimmer of eerie pale green and blue violet light that wavers in and out of the
night sky and the surrounding snow field. It is my first time viewing something
similar to the northern lights, only this is decidedly a magnetic phenomenon
strange and ethereal, that reveals itself only at certain times, and only in certain
eldritch millennia of cycles.
But my wandering mind crashes against the cold which bears down on me.
The frost crunches under my boots, as I drag my gear to the small
arched doorway of rock basalt upon which these ancient ruins that were built so
long ago now house our Quonset huts.
My tired eyes search around these ruins which are now etched by the extreme
winds and temperatures that battle endlessly in this desolate place. I cannot
make out any smooth surface that is not raised in the bias relief of frost covered
stone.
Hefting the sled leaden with research gear I am decidedly throwing my back into
it, pulling and tugging it around to the left of the doorway. Like a child who wants
to avoid some terrible vision but who cannot, I see the side of one of
the dark ancient columns pushing up out of the perma-frost. It fills me with a
slowly unknowable discomfort. I am driven so I push myself to my
physical limits as if the visual starkness were to touch me in some personal
violation. I hurry, quickly taking my heavy pack inside.
It is there after I stand silent for a moment that I can hear sonorous gusts and
dark howling winds whipping around frozen metal and the steel roof tops of the
station.
Inside my new abode I exhale slowly with relief to be out of the chilling endless
winter.
I don’t notice how dark it is within the hut, because I am too anxious.
It is hard to relax yet here I am, just where I wanted to be where some months
before I was in anticipation imagining this approaching adventure with a quiet
satisfaction. But now I am in the real place of what is desolation and danger
breaking out my gear at this very moment, not as naively or as happily setting up
those small dearly familiar devices that will shed light, and warmth within this
cluster of disturbing ruins.
We have built our civilized version of existence, with slightly better materials
more manufactured wonders, but not better craftsmanship. These things we hold
tenuously are constantly in flux and always need to be replaced. The ruins are
sharply contrasting to our modern world. Even now they seem so eternal and at
that the very moment of their creation, existing out of our time, touching us as if
to mock our attempts to leave anything lasting.
Rummaging through my leather pack my gloved hands recognize
the utility candles and lighter. I am a throw-back. I realize that
there are far more suitable things I can use for illumination but
these candles give me comfort in their simplicity. I light them and they glimmer
into existence.
I sit in the warm aura of this candle light , watching through the gloom as puffs of my
breath are catching candle lights as if bits of my very soul were lifting to swirl away in
the howling maelstrom of the winter night. It truly is as if my life containing the
very heat of which drives my passions, are slowly releasing into this ethereal
darkness. My unease and fertile imagination is expecting unseen creatures to focus on me their milky white eye, then to chase about in the darkness waiting for my eyes to close for
me to drift off in slumber..
I know that those who were here before me, must have used similar tools to light
the ancient ruins on which we have built Persephone station, but it gives me the
chills to think of my fathers journal in this context of this place. I do not want to
suspect or feel or let into my thoughts any such moments of derailed sanity that
Crawford or my father lost themselves to. I refuse to sacrifice my soul to that
which had claimed them.
I am comforted by the candles by which I write even though they are burning at
odd angles, I refuse to give into a creeping fear unreasonable as I watch those
waxy pools drip slowly cooling. Quickly do I imagine them to form strange shapes
that resemble a finger print of the topography lines that echo the magnitude of
darker stars that illuminate our ancient encampment.
The night this all began, I had what was left of our family's
estate, my youth, my fathers name, "Waynik" and what was left of
my fortune set aside for my studies at the university. It is to my
credit and poverty that I learned the grant writing process early
on, conjoining this expedition with my passion for adventure.
My name and the memory of my father drift through me while I
set up my camp inside these ruins. But I will not read the journal just yet.
Here within this rusting Quonset hut I remember him and am transported to this
memory for which I sometimes have fitful dreams.
We are walking together It is summer time, and his large hand has a grasp on my
own. I feel his powerful grip, and try to keep up. He is without a doubt larger than
life but still the effort to keep up has me breaking a sweat.
I look down as my sweat drops on the pavement while
we wait for the bus to take us downtown. It is late August and it is
hot. The summer shimmers in the city on the peoples skin and the
smells of diesel and gasoline permeate my sweat. My hand slips a
little when father pulls me on the bus. I was hoping to meet a
blast of cool air of a fan or two but instead I was disappointed. There were only a
few open windows which were stuck, the heat was oppressive.
The smell of urine hit me instead. Next to me there was a pair of
bums listing back and forth mumbling strange things, stinking of
liquor and drooling into their scruffy beards.
The sharp smell of sweat and the sting against my ears of a small child crying
made me tired and anxious at the same time.
My father loosens his hold and my small hand slips out, while I
grip the cold steel rail next to me. The bus lurches into traffic.
The madman leans forward whispering in my ear. I cringe hoping
my father will stop him but he never hears nor does he see the old bum.
He is preoccupied with a crumpled section of news paper. I sincerely think I will
vomit and wish to be invisible but the mans words and dark dirty greasy clothes
are touching me, assaulting me. His filthy beard is tickling the crook of my ear. I
am darkly horrified. I am a fractured child. I look at my fathers face and his eyes
are like frost blue glass. His eyes are surrounded by the blush of too much sun
on Norwegian skin. He gives the paper a shake and settles in. His clothes are too
big for him but my mother was always trying to put weight on him. She has never
ceased to try and make him wear the light blue suit. She said it matched his
eyes. Her face melts away from me as I try to remember her.
I am pulled out of my trance, by the cold wind that touches my face.
Once again I find myself staring now at a rusted portal window its glass frosted
over. I am now back inside the Quonset hut. My father and my memory of him are
now obscured quickly forgotten with my observation that I cant see outside.
It is this blanket of darkness and the terribly lonely moaning of the wind which
now envelops my attention forcing me to recognize how desolate this place is.
chapter 2. into the past.
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Grant Hillman Waynick aged 30 years old is taking his young son downtown to his
office much distracted by the newspapers on the bus, too involved in his own
affairs to hear or see the muttering insane madmen talking to his son.
It is the summer of 1954, and the bus trundles thru the heat and trafic of an August afternoon. It was earlier that day that Arthur’s father, Grant Waynick had
left the Police station after giving his interview concerning the murder of servants
at the Tilinghast estate.
He had mentioned over and over to the captain how the frighteningly
terrible and horribly beyond his conception were these changes taking place in
his best friend, Crawford Tilinghast.
Seeing that his best friend Crawford Tilinghast was in jail and knowing the jury
will eventually bring the death penalty will torture him for years to come but not
as much as the terrible changes taking place in the body of his long time friend,
nor his deteriorating mental state.
For now on their long bus ride, his son Arthur never knows his fathers haunted misery.
Grant Waynick does not see nor is he noticing how oddly misshapen the madmen’s body
is. He is not paying any attention to what is talking to his son on the ride to his office.
Young Arthur is only 12 years old. Ten years from now he will be just getting his
masters degree in college, adventuring on his expedition to the south pole with
the grant money the University has given him and his crew. His agenda, he
keeps quite personal, as he is secretly pursuing his fathers research, into the
same field as Crawford Tilinghast.
He is not quite as obsessed. The wells he will build don’t exist.
The terrors unutterable and unimaginable haven’t haunted his life just yet.
He hasn’t read his fathers journal about the Tilinghast murders or the disturbing journal he kept about his association with Crawford Tilinghast.
In the heat of the day, Grant Waynick kept up appearances. He got off the bus with his young son. He walked under the oppressive heat of the day to his office.
He gave his son off to his secretary, who promptly found sandwiches and ice cold lemonade for the boy.
Grant sat heavily down on his old wooden chair and almost as soon as he did the phone rang, and he picked up…..
“Is this Mr. Grant Waynick?” the caller asked, in a gruff voice of a long time smoker…
“Yes it is”, “how can I help you?” he said apprehension in his voice.
“Well sir-- Mr. Crawford keeps going on about how you and he were associates and we would like to ask you a few more questions, if you would about, the murders of the servants”.
“Ill be down there shortly.” Grant said, turning to the half open door to view his young son and his secretary chatting amicably over the dull chatter of the radio announcer during the heat of a summer of baseball game. It was a classic moment framed by a door way into what was almost a surreal painting, a nice poster of the two of them, so normal it was almost post card perfect. They sat there together, talking, small movements between them as the light kept drifting in, landing in illuminated spots on Arthur’s hair. His soft brown curls framed his head like a halo, as he smiled; the small talk between them seemed too personal to interrupt. His secretary leaned close to him, so that the yellow sun dress she was wearing seemed to make her face light up when she talked. As, her slender fingers would gesture in the afternoon light, it seemed they were stirring the air, as she would delicately point at Arthur then his father, then back at him making her words of a rapt, importance to the young boy.
Grant glumly noticed that it was a sharp contrast to the night before and the day before. Hell the damnable week had entirely terrified him on so many levels that this perfect picture of happiness seemed evil in its innocence. Evil to taunt him with how out of place everything else had been.
“I have to go to the station, they want more information.” He said, placing his journal on the desk in front of the phone, and carefully unlocking the wooden drawer.
He was putting it away for safe keeping.
They both looked at him from the opposite side of his office door from the waiting room in the small lobby. There his son was enjoying the company of his secretary. They were smiling at each other, and nibbling on small pieces of sandwich, listening to the baseball game on the radio happily unaware of any sinister intentions the day may or may not provide for them.
Just then, and abruptly, Grant Waynick took his keys and stood up looking at them and around himself for one last time before he moved his feet his body into the day, and the future that was going to happen to him. He dropped the keys in the candy dish by her elbow on the desk. He hugged his son and went on his way down to the street below, heavy once again in the hot afternoon. He seemed so small from the third floor walk up as they looked down at him waiting at the bus stop.
The hiss and grind of diesel engines and worn break pads heralded the arrival of the bus and his now diminished form disappeared from view. They lost interest and sat down again engrossing themselves in the mendacity of the baseball game announcer once again on the radio.
The day was worn into dusk as the bus pulled up to the police station. Its old breaks creaking to a halt, Grant Waynick with his grey hair and ice blue eyes, plaid shirt and tan slacks, stepped off, and made his way up the stone steps into the confines of the prescient before him. He pushed open the heavy brass handles and felt the damp air of a down draft cooler toss his grey hair, as he went inside.
The captain motioned for him to follow him over to the information desk to take a statement because he knew ahead of time who Grant was and why he was there.
Quite earlier that day when they took Crawford into custody, the man was chattering incoherently about his friend, alternating between curses and adulations of some unknown deity, then he would babble on about how his friend was going to find release in the darkness. Grant Waynick’s name was uttered in the third person as if Crawford was talking to him out of his own misconceived perceptions instead of someone normally speaking about a friend. As if Crawford was possessed by a demon.
The captain finished with some small details about what had occurred, and asked Grant to follow him to Crawford’s cell as the man was yelling quite loudly demanding to be seen.
The two of them walked down the corridor of cells to the second to the last one, and there he was shouting from the top of a steel bunk bed in a larger cell. He was in there still handcuffed to keep him from doing any damage to anyone besides himself even though he was alone.
Grant Waynick took a step back shocked! That was not Crawford in the cell! The second their eyes met Grant shouted out to the cop standing next to him, startled by the appearance of the man in the cell so much that he exclaimed as such, “that is not Crawford!” What have you done to Crawford Tilinghast”? he demanded
Looking at the officer, then quickly back at the man in the cell he choked on his own bile rising up in his gullet.
They were both about to call out to another police officer. There was obviously some terrible mistake going on, but before either one of them could do anything but shout, the man in the cell launched himself off the top bunk. His entire torso began horribly twisting in mid air. His head was rotating at an impossible 180 degree angle to look back up at them with both eyes. There before both of them, the mans face was still leering up in a rictus grin, a skull like grin.
The bones of the mans neck ground round and round until a small drop of blood spilled from his lips.
Suddenly in the blink of an eye he hit the floor with enough force to crack the cement. Blood and brains spattered everywhere, and both men were covered by the remains of the insane captive who now lay dead on the floor in a widening red pool of blood.
It was too much for both men, as they made their way out of the corridor hurriedly, one to call the coroner, one to find the nearest bar to drink himself into oblivion as quickly as possible.
Oh there was the horror of the one thing that he took with him. The horror of the one thing that shook him and threw him over the edge of that cliff of his sanity was the words, the awful terrible words that he had heard the night before.
He heard these words, only once and now again and again listening to them echo inside him. The dread filled him like a chalice, to overflowing. His knees quaked for a brief moment as he made his way to the dimly lit street corner, pausing for a moment to grip the old worn metal hand rail, then to nearly stumble down the steps his hands trembling.
The building itself had long ago offered space for those cops who needed respite within the worn booths of the darkened bar. The bartenders, who had come and gone, provided an endless soothing balm to the raw souls whose job was to protect humanity from itself.
All was a blur for Grant Waynick for he was not of sound mind now. That was eroding slowing eating away at him, as he sat down. He leaned hard on the bar still shaking and pulled out a greasy bill, handing it off to the bartender mumbling for an entire bottle. “No” he shouted, looking at the bartenders wide eyes, “didn’t he think it would be enough?” “No sir, not nearly enough!” he answered himself, for he knew it was to stop the growing knawing fear in his guts, to stop the shrieking in his brain, his mind the endless wail in his own soul. It was to stop the words, the awful terrible words, the words that even Crawford Tilinghast had mentioned only once so briefly he almost missed them before he even spoke the hideous garble of Tikli Tikli, only sensible now because in the mind of a mad man.… "That is not dead which can eternal lie, and with strange eons even death may die."
NO! He said, Grant Waynick was not going back to his office tonight. He was going to be out of the office permanently. He started laughing, he couldn’t stop. He would never fully be back there ever again, not ever.
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