No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked me anyway
Did I get what I deserve?
I drown in misery tonight
I take a pistol to the head
Will you all love me when I’m dead? 
I'm writing this letter and wishing you well
So stop asking me questions I hate to see you cry
"I don’t love you"
Good buy 
Fade into the darkness 
I walk alone 
In a world so could 
Without your love I fell dead inside 
The question lies within 
Will you be with me tell the end 
You can see right through me like Im transparent 
My true feelings are apparent 
So as you lay here dying 
I kiss you lips and next to you hand in hand  we fade into the darkness
i feel dead 
Why do you do this 
You scream at me with words of hate 
What is this love you give me 
You fill my eyes with tiers and my soul with pain
Your dunk again
Your words hit me like a fucking Mack truck 
I want to run 
I want to hide 
But I am just stuck and no one gives a fuck 
When I hear your voice my head spins 
Remembering all the things that have been 
The things you say make me into the man I am 
So alone
So afraid
So lost 
The hate inside of this dead soul 
There is not a day in my life that I want to be alive   
You told me you loved me and that you would never let me go.
But now I sit in the darkness of my mind again.
Wishing that someone would take this life again. 
There was a time when we first met when you saved me form myself.
Now I stand here alone in the dark my wrists bleeding and my hart ripped apart.   
Tern your back on me because its what you do best 
I thank I care for you too much 
So you just keep on your selfish way and kill me a little more 
Just take the hit you adore 
I fell the needle going in you more than you could ever know 
See you pain and the blood start to flow 
I look for a way to just make you go away
But you’re the one I thank of every day 
How can I tern my back on you when its your way
I fell pain when I look at you 
So I say, it ends today 
Put that mother fucking needle down 
Put it on the ground 
What the fuck are you thanking 
You are so disgusting 
And in the end my love all I can do is take the pain of you 
I watched die in my arms tonight 
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