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I'm staring at this upside down reflection

Drowning in my undefined rejection

This girl I see with a fucked up head

Is she alive

Is she dead



Is she gonna make it

Will she ever break free

Is she gonna be OK

Do you realize that she was me

She was until I changed

Until I disappeared

I was replaced by broken promises

Consumed by haunting fears



Looking at her standing there

Her emotionless eyes portraying so much sadness

She's smiling but I know she's dieing

Captivated by this madness

Look at all the tears she's shed

Is she alive

Is she dead



Is she really whole it

Is she truly there

She's been drowning in indecision

Forgetting how to care

The unforgettable moments

Long lost memories

There hidden and drenched

A new line of tragedies



She's not really standing in the mirror

But floating in a sea of deep confusion

Somehow she's winning

But she's always losing

She knows life is cruel

Unwanting and demanding



Her wounds are bleeding

Her icy eyes freeze over

Haunting you with a melody of a devious distruictive laugh



She looks at the girl and again becomes whole

She pushed herself together

Body and soul

So tell me now

Is she alive

Is she dead