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Current mood: depressed

Category: Life

There will always be days of darkness.There are also days of light but to me there all the same.

Each and every day are the same depresing and meaningless Tormented souls litter the streets there around every corner.

Down every alley I feel like i have a connection with them i know what they feel. Sometimes i just feel like killing myself.

Sometimes I feel like thers no reason to keep on living but for some reason I just keep on going.never die alone



never die by any hands but your own



if im gonna die i will do it myself



i will not be killed by any power but my own even god cannot



dictate when i die!!

what is worng.with this world friends fighting with everyone.and passing by like it is noting.but what about the friends that are close to there friends what are they going to do when they are close and they just pass by for the ride.are they suppose to hold everyone together. but how are they suppose to do that when everyone is trying kill everyone that at one point we where all friends and now its like we do not even know each other.with out friends we have noting or anyone.everyone needs someone no matter what it is cuz like i said befor without friends its like having noting at all.and to everyone that lost someone it meant be heard to get over it but trust me it will all work out if someone has a true friend that they can turn to no matter how big the issue is.but when its heard to talk to someone juse be there for them and show them that u care instead of fighting with them.and for everyone that know maranda and stacy they where true friends to have and what i know i learn from them and my bother.so with this note read and take it in to consideration that if u what to keep a friend that is true be there for them

Current mood: numb

Category: FUCKED UP AND VERY HURT Romance and Relationships

no knows pain till everyone feels my pain that i go thou.the pain i go thou everyday hurts like if i was dieing everyday.i just wish for one day that i would like not to be showed pain and how it feels not to have pain but now a days thats all ppl care about is how to hurt the ppl that are close to them and do not know how to fixs it when it happens and the same that get hurt.hurt themself and when it's to late all they do is cry and wish they did not hurt the ppl that they are close to them.but for ppl to know how to care for someone thats funny now a days cuz it's like no one gives a fuck about life anymore unlass it's to do with them and everyone elso and how to hurt them.U KNOW WHAT I'M SICK OF GETTING HURT EVERYTIME I TRY TO BE HAPPY.THAT MAYBE I SHOULD NOT BE HAPPY CUZ EVERYONE LIKES TO TAKE IT FROM ME WHEN I I'M SO WHAT''S THE FUCKING POINT OF IT.TO THE MOTHERFUCK'S OUT THAT WANT TO PLAY ME DO NOT WASTE MY TIME. DO NOT TALK TO ME. AND ALL U LIL BOYS THAT THINK U GOT IT TO TOGETHER U BETTER TAKE A REAL GOOD LOOK AT YOURSELF BEFORE TRYING TO TALK TO A GIRL

Current mood: betrayed

Category: Friends

how can ppl call themself friend.when all they do is talk shit about there friends that used to be a very good and would give the shirt rigth off there back with out asking for it.and it's like noone give's fuck about how ppl feel and how ppl do wrong to there friends that once where friends and know its like noone cares in this world about ppls feeling or how they act to ppl and there friends tell them thay are being fucked up all they can say is go fuckself. and ppl always talk shit about me and say i changed but really it's them who have changed but are in so much denial that they have to put it on someone elso cuz if they say that they have talked shit.everyone will look at them diff and they will lose friends like they do to ppl.u talk shit about ppl expect to get talked about rigth back like u talk shit about everyone elso.to get respect is to give respect.so if u want the respect give the respect.respect is earned not owed.