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hmm... well howdy howdy ho... presently im sitting here bouncing in my chair... with the porno looking christmas lights on...listening to some new music... hmm... actually im hiding somewhat now... this guy who i went out with one time a long while ago doesn't seem to grasp the concept that when someone doesn't ever call you back.. that means they are not interested... oi... today he actually stopped by my house twice... heh... mom just told him i was out with a friend.. who incidently happens to be his ex.... so i had to make a mad dash to the phone to call and let her know that we were hanging out if he called... oi.. the whole thing is utterly exhausting... im not trying to be mean to him.. but really.. this is getting ridiculous ... anyway... i seem to be missing the main person i sign onto this blasted thing to talk to..heh.. which is kinda sad because i love to torment him so.. heh..but he likes it.. so thats ok.. heh... masochistic bloody wanker...

anyway...this whole past week has sucked majorly... seems like sense my snap i think im doing a bit better... though the medicine they put me on is kinda slow...

oi..last night i tried expliaining my obsessive compulsive disorder thing to my friend jamie... hehe.. and bless her heart i know she tries to understand what im saying.. but she was completely lost... oi the things i could say.. but i won't because she is my friend

ooooh, and it seems that kataryne's birthday is right around the corner now.. we spend alot of time planning it so hopefully it shall turn out how we want it to.... oh what the hell.. it will something will happen anyway

ooooooooooh.. the other night while kataryne and i were out to dinner, this little boy who was all ove 13 or 14 years old came over to our table.. dropped a napkin with his name and number on it and said call me sometime... lmao.. that little weasel.. we could so break him in two!...

oh yeah.. and the latest late night amusement is waiting until people call my cell phone.. or calling them.. and start moaning loudly in their ears.. so be forewarned .. if i have your number.. you could be next *giggles*.. anyway, i think im off to get some soup or something.... hehe



oh yeah.. bob hope rocks

bloody bloody hell...oh and did i say bloody hell

hmm... everything is really amusing right now.. i have resorted to doing wickedly amusing chair dances to some newly dl music.. hmm anyway.. the other day my grandfather and i decorated the columns on the front porch with multicolored christmast lights.. and i really must say.. its quite lovely.. but now im starting to feel like im at some cheap, seedy motel.. i think its the color of the lights or something that just makes me feel like i should be out there in a frilly skirt and corset rubbing against a column and ..... well im not going to finish that thought heh.. oi...

yesterday was ever so lovely.. it rained so very hard.. and i went out jumping in mudd puddles.. heh.. its kinda sad that at 20 years old that still amuses me.. but what the hell.. i figure its one of those quirky endearing qualities...

its such a clear night tonight.. the perfect one to haul a load of blankets and pillows outside to curl up and star gaze... which i might do later on... maybe anyway.. its freezing out there :( oi i could sooooo say something about someone here.. but i shall be a good little innocent angel and refrain... heh.. but it doesn't mean i shall not be thinking of it hehe



P.S. arrrrr matey!

today was a really crappy day... nothing seemed to go right....this morning when i pulled out of the driveway to go to school.. i saw one my kitties... it appears someone had hit her last night ... she was pregnent.. heh.. im such a dork.. but she was one of my babies... by the time i got to school i had black eye liner streakies.. how lame is that... but i swear i care more about animals than people most of the time.. anyway..oh yeah, last night kataryne and i went out with some people from anderson to kinda hangout.. it started out ok.. till one them got a bit too amourous with me... i mean really why is it some people just can't take no for an answer.. and then they think by being all aggressive and jerking me around that its gonna make me change my mind... its like whatever i say im just being some silly girl and i should just keep my mouth shut and do as im told so someone can " take the car for a test drive before they buy it"... the stupidity and insensitivity of people sometimes really amazes me.. its so retarded... blah.. not like it really matters.. just throw that into that pile of stuff that will eventually harden my outlook upon people enough so that i won't sit there and stupidly put up with their shit... oh yeah

and i think im sick now... i know i know.. im just one big bottle of joy tonight.. blah.. im going to bed