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hmm.. okie.. so taking another hospital break and getting ready to vent... lets see.. the hospital isn't so bad now.. i mean.. it still sucks.. and all.. but its part of my routine now...heh.. i enjoy going to mom's physical therapy with her.. there are some really adorable older people in there.. like this one little dude with an eyepatch... hehe.. just as sweet as he can be ..just makes me wanna go sit in his lap and go "arrrrrrr!" like a pirate... hmm.. can anyone say viagra...ooooooooo.. that was just dirty wrong.. ok.. no more of that... but hmm.. there is this little old lady there... she is quite amusing.. just as tiny as she can be... and everyone started calling her a cute little lady bug... she glared up at them.. and replied that she was no lady bug... she was a wasp.. and would sting you without a second thought... that she had been through 2 husbands that both knew their place... hehehe.. she freaked out the hospital staff... which i love her for... heh.. i hope im still that spunky when im her age...

hmm.. speaking of being spunky... i met a male nurse at the hospital... and in the oddest of ways... he came in one night at like 2 am to fix my moms IV.. then starts throwing straws at me to wake me up... then the next day... the first thing out of his mouth was to say hey you were really snoring last night.. i was like.. what the hell...hehe... little boob.. and just to set the record straight.. i was awake when he came in...so there was no snoring.. not that i snore when im asleep..ooo.. that came out all foggy..hehe ah well.. i understand it.. thats pretty much the point.. .anyway, im now plotting revenge for that little manboob who thinks its nice to pick on moi.... hmm im thinking stuffing his brand new truck full of straws... or... maybe saran wrapping his toilet... who knows.. maybe both..heh.... let the games begin

hmm.. ok.. im taking a break from hospital visits... and just wanting to vent a bit... and in no particular order

1.) i really, really dislike hospitals... i hated them before .. but now.. im really really sick of them... this is gonna be my third night there... tonight

2.) old snotty nurses who continue to gossip on the phone to their friends when they dont know im standing behind them are horrible creatures whom i solumnly vow to annoy to no ends... oh yes... i shall enjoy making good on that one

3.) people as a general whole are pityful and confusing... the whole lot of them... some of them say one thing.. mean another... do something else ..or just plain outright ignore you or... the situation at hand just because something may have been taken the wrong way... its soooooooooo stupid.. makes me wanna scream at the top of my lungs.. which i might add seem to be quite powerful ... so.. blah!



* on a side note...its amazing how amused people are by fishnet in my town.. that and chain wrapped around my ankle..... heh.. what boobs they are..anyway.. back off to the nightmare... maybe ill be back and a wee bit more cheerful later *

today hasn't been the day i would have thought.... it all started with my mom waking up... then calling my cell because she couldn't feel her legs... we called 911... they took her... and now 10 hours later.. she is in the hospital... i don't even know when she can leave.... i feel so helpless....my mom is all i have... and... its like i dont even have her anymore... i dont know what to do... i dont even know why im writing this.... im not to sure of anything except that its time for me to get back to the hospital for now...

hmm.. im so trying to get motivated to do the stuff i have to do today... but its just not happening... my mind is as far as it can be ... as opposed to where it should be... which it never stays where it should be.. so maybe where it is is where it should be.. but that would make no sense because i know thats not right... i know where it should be.. and im trying to get it there...

i might have a bit more success if not for certain extenuating circumstances... but nothing i can do about any of that.. just let it sit there and bother me.. or get up and do something... which i am going to do... heh.. no point in worrying over the inevitable...

meanwhile, an ex decided to call me today... heh.. no doubt still trying to get something that i never give anyone.. and at this point.. never will i don't believe... its not worth it... no one is i don't think.... not when i see what happens to people when they do.... well ya.. heh.. not too many details here.. i suppose... no need for it...

anyway, i guess back to the real world.. the one were the fake smiles seem to appease everyone.... except the special few .... heh...

i have just one word summing things up.... blah..... heh.. im done now *giggles*

hmm.. so im giving this journal thing another whirl... i really am not all that great at keeping up with it.. but here goes... its been a really kinda dull day... but... has actually picked up due to the recent attack of monkeys... thats where the vodka tainted banana pops in... heh.. just in time to save the day...or atleast the attacks in the closet... hmm.. yup yup... wow.. its a pretty evening out.. all dark and cloudy.. about to rain.. waiting for a storm so i can go streaking through the woods to grandmothers house..oooooooo weeeeeeeeeeeee anyway... hehe..i think.. im off now.. to find my mischief..