Today was the national honor society induction and I was in it, so happy right now :)!!!!
So on Wednesday, I wore a red dress to school because I had to do a presentation and the teacher asked us to dress up. I felt so powerful in it, I didn't feel as though I was invisible. I walked differently, even. I got looks from guys I have never even talked to. Though, I did get told by two male faculty members that my dress was pretty, which was kinda creepy. Oh, it felt great. I might dress nicer more. It felt great. Ok, have a good day. My positive emotions are running wild.
Today, is the last day my dog is going to be in physical form here with me. It scares me how i can be so absent in times like this. mostly I fear for my sister's well being. After Minnie, we only have one dog where as about four months ago we had three. She really loves our dogs. This might break her heart. I can't let myself get too lost to forget her pain. I don't think this will be the end of her world, it never has been. She will conquer the sadness, and I will help her as only a sister can. My dad is also grieving, the smell of beer trails behind him as he walks through the house.
The Lottery in Babylon is a very interesting short story by Borges, who was an Argentine writer. The read is tough and you will have to read it multiple times, but if you like philosophy, it is for you. I won't say too much about it, but he talks about the chance of life, which is the lottery. I would recommend reading it!
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