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I try to walk every day and my journey takes me in a cemetery close by. This place is the most peaceful place I now. The perfect place to meditate and be alone with your thoughts. The dead make good friends, they listen and seldom argue with me.



It does sadden me a great deal that some people feel its fun to destroy the head stones of someones loved one. This i find very disgusting. Usually its kids that have no respect for the living let alone the dead.



As I walk through the grounds I see names that i may have known. There is history there if you look. I find myself fixing flowers that have fallen over, flags of veterans that have fallen from the wind and weather.



One grave i stop at almost every day is one of a woman that was a madam here many years ago. She ran a house that catered to the upper class. She had a daughter that she sent away to school so she would not know of her mothers work.



I often talk to some that have been forgotten about. Maybe there is no family left to visit them or there to busy to go and remember the person.



Its a good place to sort out thoughts and find answers to things that trouble me. I often pray there thinking the many spirits that dwell there will help carry my prayers to him.

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Jacqueline
22:53 Aug 16 2012

Beautiful

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Again my tears came. I seem to not be able to control them. They come from with in my spirit, deep in my heart.



I worry about her and at times I feel I will go insane with out her at my side. She has become the other half of my life and we feel what the other does even though there are miles between us. Soon she will be here and at last the two of us will become one spirit on a journey to find our happiness.



I pray for her healing and for her to get well. I miss her so very much and i long to hold her in my arms again.

I took my walk tonight and went up into a big cemetery here. I really enjoy walking there, i think as I walk and find alot of peace there.



There is so much history there and much to read and ponder. Most people think its morbid to want to wander through them but I find it very comforting and peaceful. The dead are good listeners and seldom argue with me.



I've had alot on my mind the last two weeks with Miranda being very sick and surgery tomorrow its hard to think of anything else. I love that girl very much.

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Goddessoftheglen
22:28 Aug 14 2012

I hope she recovers for you sweetie you love her more in this world I can see that. My prayers go out to you both.



Love Princess

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I talked to my angel last night and i felt her love so much. She in the hospital but im praying she gets better soon so we can be together. She is my life, my world....

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Goddessoftheglen
22:29 Aug 14 2012

Your love will pull her through.

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My love and my life is very sick and my prayers don't stop. To love someone as much as i do her and to sit by and watch her slowly slip away.

Hell? There is no hell, its watching her die and be helpless to stop it, that is hell.

Being alone, unloved is hell its self. You care and love but it don't return. You give everything and nothing is given back.



Do you give up? Do you move on? Not yet, there is still love there.