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i will miss you much it hurts when i hear you're recorded voice in my anwering machine and i cant get my self to erase ti cause i know that ill never hear you're voice again i dont even have a pic to remeber you by just sweet lil memories thats all and i am glad to say that you were a part of life and i wish that you would have been here longer but to me it was a true blessing to know you thanks for being a great friend i shall miss you just know that you're still in my heart that s all

for my friend that i lost this year shane

may you rest in peace and hopefully someday illl see you again

I STILL RECALL THE TASTE OF UR TEARS, ECHOING YOUR VOICE JUST LIKE THE RINGING IN MY EARS,MY FAVORITE DREAMS OF YOU WASH ASHORE, SCRAPING THOUGH MY HEAD TIL I CANT SLEEP ANYMORE, MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY YOU MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY IM DOWN TO JUST ONE THING AND IM STARTING TO SCARE MYSELF MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY YOU MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY I JUST WANT SOEMTHING I JUST WANT SOMETHING THAT I CAN NEVER HAVE.

YOU ALWAYS WERE THE ONE TO SHOW ME HOW BACK THEN I COULDNT DO THE THINGS THAT I CAN DO NOW THIS THING IS SOWLY TAKING ME APART GREY WOULD BE THE COLOR IF I HAD A HEART IN THIS PLACE IT SEEMS LIKE SUCH A SHAME THOUGH IT ALL LOOKS DIFFERNT I KNOW ITS STILL ALL THE SAME EVERYWHERE I LOOK URE ALL I SEE JUST A FADING FUCKING REMINDER OF WHO I USED TO BE COME ON TELL ME YOU MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY YOU MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY IM DOWN TO JUST ONE THING AND II STARTING TO SCARE MYSLEF MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY YOU MAKE THIS ALL GO AWAY!!!!!

MY HERO WAS MY GRANDFATHER..

I MISS HIM VERY MUCH HE PASSED ON IN OCT 2005 OF COLON CANCER IT WAS SUDDEN NO ONE KNEW THAT HE HAD IT TIL IT WAS TO LATE. I WASNT ABLE TO SAY GOOD BYE TO HIM SINCE MY QUEER UNCLE HAD HIM PISSED AT ME FOR SOMETHING THAT I DIDNT EVEN DO. AT THE TIME OF HIS PASSING MY GRAM WAS LEFT OUT OF UPMC TO COME TO INDIANA HOSPITAL TO BE WITH HIM SHE HAD AN AURESOME AND HAD A MASSIVE STROKE SHE FOUGHT THOUGH IT ALL AND SHES DOING GREAT TODAY MY PAP WAS THE MOST LOVIN PERSON THE ONLY ONE IN MY FAM OTHER THAN MY GRAM THAT TREATED ME GOOD AND NEVER THOUGH OF ME AS THE BLACK SHEEP OF THE FAMILY I MISS HIM THE MOST AND HOPE THAT SOMEDAY HELL HEAR ME TALKING AND I KNOW THAT HES HERE WITH ME

IF I HAD ONE WISH IT WOULD BE TO TALK TO HIM ONE MORE TIME N TELL HIM THAT I LOVED HIM AND TO THANK HIM FOR BEING A GREAT MAN

WELL I TURN 23 ON THIS SATURDAY MAY 6TH IM KINDA EXCITED ALTHOUGH I HATE ODD NUMBERS AND BEING A ODD NUMBER AND IM NOT SURE Y I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THAT WAY LIFE IS GOOD TO ME BILLS PAID HELL YEAH IM LOVIN IT TIME TO PARTY I HAVE MET MANY NICE PPL ON HERE AND IM SO GLAD THAT I CAME TO THIS SITE AND SIGNED UP I REALLY ENJOY IT HERE I DO THANKX FOR ALL UR HELP AND SUPPORT FOR ALL OF YOU WHO HELPED ME



TO WAINE: BABY I LOVE YOU MORE N MORE EACH DAY THANKX IM SO LUCKY THAT IM THE LADY THAT GETS TO SPEND EVERY DAY FOR THE REST FOR HER LIFE WITH YOU THANK YOU FOR BEING A GREAT FATHER 2 FIA AND A GREAT HUSBAND N FRIEND TO ME LOVE YOU