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Why won't the pain ever go away? I feel it through my blood and veins every ingle day. I feel as if my world has crushed, I feel as if I lost all mtrusts. To get up is as painful as seeing my life in a grey rainy way. To live this life is the question. To make me know the true confession. Shall I go or shall I stay? Shall I take thislife away? Would they care to see me gone to see me dead at the break of dawn. Would anyone care or anyone cry? Or would they just walk away and sigh? Does anyone feel as lonely and broken hearted as I do? I want someone to tell me they love me. So I;ll be happy to give my all to them as long as they don't go. My simple and easy question is " does anybody care"? Is there someone that will tell me I mean the world to them? That will be there for me till the end forever.