Vomit tastes worse after sleeping right after the vomitting occurs...
the stale sleep, coke, ass hits and bad breath in general ,attacks my senses the next moring making my stomach turn and my head hurt ode to a toothbrush...i haul ass out of bed and into my bathroom in search... one thing on my mind ...how do i keep my exsperimint strong till payday with neither the habit nor the means to support it..... its kinda scary that im so worried.
she picks up a small razor blade and takes the sack from my shaking hand its not like dope im told its worse.
she makes 3 large lines on the pocket mirror and hands me the short straw~
It starts:so, this stuff burns and tastes bad im beginning to wonder why im doing this (its cause i like to learn shit the hard ways) and all the sudden this warm ooozy nasty taste goes merrily along its happy way down my throat it taste like chewed old fashioned tylenol ,my eyes spill over with tears im not sad or anything this shit just hurts and......its gross........salem (my guide) smiles "high " she asks?
1 hour later:I CANT THINK ABOUT 1 THING AT ONE TIME...
tonight i made a small purchase of cocaine id like to see what it does how much it costs if it can change who i am and how long till i HAVE to stop and if it affects my job, family, friends or other hobbies......all this is done under the supervision of an exspearienced guide and dear friend of mine i will document everything imortant...
kinda like my own sick little adventure....all well what more to do when life bores you?
off i go!
ps. my health will be monitered so if you have issues with this KEEP YOUR THOUGHTS IN YOUR DOME!
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