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Sitting alone in the windowsill, knees curled to my chest, arms wrapped around my legs, and my head resting upon my folded knees. One crimson tear escapes my eye slowly falling down my cheek. Reflecting on the past, thinking… many wrongs I have done, and with the passing of time it seems they have been made right… some how. I take a vow unto myself that with this one… this eternal mate I shall remain… I shall not ever stray. For in his absence I grow bored and restless, thinking about him and missing him constantly. I sit night after night close to the window watching… waiting for his return… hoping that this night will be the one. Tempted and asked I have been, but none interest me like the one I have chosen to love and have as my own. On this night as I look out wondering and waiting I see the clouds roll in, how appropriate, for rain suits one in need of crying… Now as I have taken a short leave, in my absence he has passed by. Out of the few times he has, I have only seen him once. I still wait for the complete return of him, for a reuniting of our hearts and eternal souls.

Walking through this vast world, keeping her mind closed to all. Hoping to find "the one"……. The one which she feels safe enough to let in. All that she holds dear is in there, from her birth till this very day in which she is at now. One day realizing that certain person will present himself to her. Walking through this so called life wondering when, how long till I find him or he finds me? Then oddly a person comes into her life thinking she is someone else, which she is not. She begins slowly embracing him letting him into her "world", as she so often calls it. All the while talking to him she begins to wonder……. Is he…… is he …… the "one"? She waits in wonderment, waiting to open her mind, still weary if she should let him in, all the way in. He seems at first one closed off himself, but gradually opening. As he opens she sees a different person than she previously thought was there. One that has grown into more than idle chat, has now grown into something more. She decides to let this one man enter her thoughts little by little she opens her mind more and more, waiting to see just how this one will react. Before she decides to let him "all" the way in.