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I am one person yet many people

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as a child I was a model so I loved attention

as a child I was beaten at home and at school

Ill explaine further

My foster dad or adopted dad had an un diginosed case of meglomaina a controle freak for those less phyic trained I was the frist and the rebel child I stood up to him wich my foster or adopted mom never did he hit her in the early days but mellowed in time his hands much to bissy with me rebelling thoe I loved my foster parents dearly every one swept that under the rug I have a phyicological spelling block from it all how do I know it wsa meglomainia I looked up his simptons in the D.S.M. 4 a manual of dionostic mental disorders this I did at 13 where did the block come from from being forced to spell thats right when I spelled wrong or had test I would be kept up and switched "a switch is an old english term for a hard lash a stick 36 inches long soft and flexable like a whip "he useed plumtree switches wich he beat me with till I was red and bleeding from mid back to knees every time I miss spelled I got hit more

I got hit with belts and on occasion his pr 24 police night stick and no one would have taken my word he was a law enforcement officer

he thought of it as breaking me my mind rebeled and I spell like shit ever since even when I know the right spelling sorry know you know ok tough

I went to scholl to be beaten daily and it was so bad they let me off early to give me a head start arnt humans wonderfull very humain so that stopped when I got wheels my travles were any place away from the local crew except for a few like colleen mc keran AKA visious hidi snow

noreen the bean toni blonne tiger and little tigger and the holy rollers other than that it was the drug crew weaird cross accolite and holly roller and drugy actualy more comon than most think at the time the 70s you know they made a tv show about it well hear are the facts

1 if you thought you knew me at school you didnt I was abused at home no one knew

2 if I went to school with you and you think I owe you any thing but comtempt and wernt mentioned F U if that offends you F U if you dont like it F U is that clear enough most of my friends eather died moved befor hs or didnt go to my school so fn boo hoo I got over it I went on my own to phyics and travled any place with in 8 hrs drive and made friends had dates became a dance champ got laied all with out you your oppinion permission or social click and theirs more I was the youngest jounior buyer in my county made more than my dad that didnt make dad verry happy and the hours were killing him and school was comming up as a kid I read populer mechanics populer since the british since journal and tons more untill I could drive I stayed mostly at home except on adventures I was the ypungest jurionior buyer in the oc at 15 whent on to hang in the racers sufers and bikers the occult kink and swinging sex scean till it died when Hiv hit hung with the tecnos cyber punks and HaRq early gangs pre ledgon the went in the navy tried to get in the seal team didnt got honerable out got recruited by the spooks pull 10 year as a freelancer at the end of the cold war came back got job went in to a ministry to become a rev left that got involved in a friends murder case hunting the envolved parties left ca to protect others in family from killers married a woman in NYC who had multy hidden disibalities she left when she got tired of the involved parties stocking and herassing us after they killed one child got in touch with the feds again on it and was in the vamp scean its dwindled down starting my own group religous vamps and fighting the asshole Im trining to bring to justice in the 70s I studied paraphycology sociology phyic bissness phyics great in sicence lousy in english got in to the artstar comunity and stage tec work smoke ciggerets drink wisky some herbology shoot guns through knives and play with pyrotecniques have had trouble with people hacking systems I use Im an eroticist dominari and occultist was part of the pagan comunity center and basicly a big kitty born in the year of the dog so im loyal Im like a big kitty I dont like cold wet yuck snow ok if the air is warm ice station O almost killed me you dry an warm then sweating then wet and cold then warm yuck

while in college I started studing paraphyic and joined an occult studie group a far cry from the second acloite " alter boy" in saint anselms but

I learned a great deal about the powers that be so much so I had to lock down most of mine I operate at 10% thats higher than 90% of the magic comunity Im a phyical conujior that mean I pull things off the etherial plane and it can get strange from their Im a necromancer that means I talk to the dead for real and I am awakened so I realy know my past lives their are tecniques for all this thoe phyicaly calling spirts can be dangerious and most people arnt able to handel it Im an eroticist dominari Master thats like a black belt in sex a full phy vamp tremier class thats how I got the name timigin tremer gin get it my group was pre web pre trs so was leveys andersons and crowlys the golden dawn and OTOs Ive studied some of all of it and probley forgot more than most of you and the operations of coven coveys cluches clans etc were more underground more ridged and far more strict it took seven years to get third degree I studied wizardry mysticisum soccery alchmey sex magic and battlemagery and I adventured meet lots of people in real secrite socities Im an expert in explosives and weponds and was a mercinary and spook it was my life I dont care about oppinions about it but I make a better friend than opponite I studied budo ninjutsu Im not a master but was a member of the magic clan Im nice a gormet and will put my own clan and covenatia together