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I finished the last day of school and now I can come out and play again i'm am a certified Chef or Culinary Professional as we are called now. Happiness has washed over me though I had a few emotional issues within the last few days. What caused the break down my room mate who is also my spiritual daughter had a miscarriage, and next we had a string of deaths within my circle of family and close friends and if I thought death was going to leave me be for a while he took my damn lizard, the only one of my reptile babies to survive the winter!!! So I had had it I was undone throw on top the thought of being homeless in a couple of weeks if I don't find a place and you get a MELTDOWN which could only be outdone by a nuclear holocaust!



I needed friends but didn't want to tell all my troubles to anyone because I hide shit until I explode with rage or grief this time I reviled in the pure melancholy of it embraced it and let it go and proceeded with my life. This quote is similar to the one I heard in the movie Elisabeth Town, cheesy movie but that quote fit my life this past week to a Tee.



So embracing the sadness I screamed in my car I cried unfortunately in front of my son then I took the happy pills the therapist prescribed me, let everything go and took a two day nap, which thank the lady and lord my mother understood and took my kid off my hands so that I may get back to myself. Still recovering from all that has happened but doing it fairly better than I was before.

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RaineyLustfulBites
23:10 Jul 06 2009

Congrats becoming a chef and girl is truly sorry for your loss girl knows how it is to lose someone you love very dearly,depression and being homeless ma'ma*hugs*

girl is a good listener if you ever need an ear or a shoulder to cried on

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