The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Fall away, fall away from me.

Leave me.

Go to your new place to were you belong.

You can do so much better than me.

Remember what we had?

remember what we were going to do?

remember all the good times we had??

Remember the day you left me?

Now you want to come back to me.

You expect me to open my arms to you agian.

You expect me to do the same with my heart.

Well tell you what.

You let me step on your heart like you steped on mine and ill think about it.

Let me tear down your walls like you did to me.

If you let me do all that to you like you did to me I might let you back.

Don't hope to high or I might just bring you back down hard.

But then agian I can't do that to you.

I have always had a soft heart.

My one weak spot and you always knew how to use that aginst me.

You have always know my weakness.

My weakness for you.

You always nknew my fears and used them for levrage aginst me.

I opened up to you and you took that to your use and used it well.

Well this time im stronger.

My weaknesses are gone.

Who am I to lie like that. Im not stronger.

I still have a soft heart.

I still have a weak spot for you.

And you know this.

Now you look to do it agian.

The sad part is that you will do it and I won't stop you.

I could not stop you then and I can't stop you know.

What can I say im weak.

I guess somethings never change.

Is it a good thing or a bad thing.

I don't know why don't you tell me.

I know you know the answer.

You were always the smarter one of the two of us.

And deep down you knew it.

I had a few things on you but you always had things up on me.

I would be by your side with a smile on my face and yet that did not mean anything to you.

You got what you wanyed from me and moved on just like all the others.

Its ok though I have grown used to it.

They all do it to me.

Its as if im just a mear toy to them.

They say the love me.

Only to turn and say that they loved me.

They say it as they hang on another mans arm.

You think that makes it easyer to me?

just couse you say you LOVED me?

You say it in past tense so as far as im conserned it never happend .

If it never happend I never got hurt.

I never felt the sickness in me stumic.

I never felt the pain of waking alone.

I never felt the cold sheets in the morning.

I never felt any of this cus it never happend cus you only loved me.

You say it like it hurts you as well.

You let a single tear run down your cheak as you say it.

But after you say it with the tear you look up at your new toy with a smile.

FUCK I HATE FAKE PEOPLE!!

Falling in and out of the light.

Fallinf in and out of life.

Saving you from what you could be.

Saving me from what I am.

Saving us from what has happend in the past.

Saving us from the past to protect our present.

Walking away to not get hurt.

Walking away to not be loved.

Loving to hide the hurt.

Hurting to hide the love.

Never going.







Walking to the bar to drink my problems away.

Rolling another to smoke you away.

Walking up to you only to turn away.

Walking away to not come back.

Its never that easy is it?

Walking away to leave you behind.

Saving myself from you seems impossible.

Saving you from me is as easy as it gets.

Yeah as if Im could tell you a lie as big as that.





How I'll I give her a note like this when I love her so?

How will I be able to drink her away when shes the onlything on my mind?

It dosent work like that.

It never haS AND NEVER WILL.

How will it feel to walk away?

I won't know.

I am not able to do it.

I was never that strong.

I never had the stranth to leave her behind.

I have tryed to drink you away.

I have tryed to smoke you away. Nothing has worked nothing will.

Maybe deep down I don't want it to work.

I know still that I would do anything for your touch agian.

And you know that I won't lie about something like that.





Why is it so hard to leave you behind?

Why is it so hard to not look back.

Why is it that I have to feel so strongly abouyt you?

I have all these questions and no answers.

Thats the way my life gose.

I guess all I need to be comeplate is you after all.

Maybe thats what I want.

Maybe im just confused.

Maybe its just not ment for me to leave you in the past.

I don't get it.

When I try to figer it out It hurts my head.

So I stoped trying.

All I know for sure is that I am happy with the fact that I still have you in my life.