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ok, so in the past 5 days i have recieved no less than 6 phone calls of my husbands relatives calling to complain about my mil being in texas with her new boyfriend.. omg people, get the f@@k over it. my fil cheated on her for 30+ years with many different men. i say she deserves to be happy for once... holy cow batman, just let it go. the real problem seems to be that about 2 years ago her mom died and left her $150 thousand dollars and everyone seems to be upset that she is spending money on herself for a well earned vacation. i have been woken out of a sound sleep at 11pm by my husbands cousin, crying to me that she is convinced that this guy is going to chop her aunt into little bite size peices.. oh, wait, thats only going to happen after he marries her and cleans out her bank account.. sounds like someone watches way to much cold case files..lol.. i just sit here and listen to everyone vent. sure, i don't particularly like the guy, but the fact is, i don't have to. whatever makes her happy is what should be important to her family, but they just see that cash being blown and not on them, and it just drives them nuts.. i know my fil is jealous. he actually thought that just cause my mother in law is a big woman that she would never find anyone to love her, thus freeing her up to still do his laundry and make his appointments.. nope.. to me, you are done.. he had to make his own cake for his birthday this year for the first time. the man is 59 years old and has never had to cook for himself..

if only at night it was your arms wrapped around me...

if only it was your soft lips pressed to mine...

if only i could press our curvy bodies close...

if only i were free to be with you as i wished, without the judgement of others...

if only i could taste your sweet taste everyday instead of in secret once in awhile...

if only we could love each other in public, free of the chains that oppress us.

if only i were braver, stronger, i would tell the world you were mine..

well, in exactly 10 days i will turn 30.. oh my god, so not wanting to wake up that day.. mainly cause i am deeply disatisfied with my life and how it has turned out.. don't get me wrong, i love my kids, but i am not where i thought i would be.. i thought i would own my own home, have traveled a little more. instead i sit at home with my 3 kids and waste the career degree i do have simply because we cannot afford a babysitter, and honestly, even if i could, do i really want to leave my angels with a stranger ? there are some crazy mother- truckers out there... plus, my mil has a new boyfriend, and everyone, including my husband is convinced that the guy is some sort of axe wielding serial killer.. she left to go on vacation in texas 1 week ago and since then i have been awakened at 3 in the morning by my fil, my husbands cousin and my sil.. all crying about how worried they are about said mil.. well, geez... the woman spent 30 years of her life married to a man that decided 2 years ago that he was gay, and that he preffered to be with men... she was alone for the past 2 years.. she finally meets someone that makes her happy and BAM! everyone hates him.. i dunno.. yuck, to it all.

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birra
17:23 Jan 11 2009

Sounds to me like you need a job where you can take your kids to work with you...

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