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my life right now...has taken a drastic turn....i cant believe how things can change so fast...i,ve gone from being ok...to feeling like my heart is being ripped out...im in the dark....alone and cold.....confused and anxious......everywhere i go is a dead end.....so now what? do i speak ? or do i hold it in / my back is against the wall....my guards are up......im tired......i hate to hurt......if i hurt im not in control...dont like to lose it,,,,,,,i need my sanity...but keeping it is hard.......

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MyArmyLife
16:51 Nov 08 2010

There is no such thing as control, sweetheart. There is only the illusion of control. No matter what you do, everything will always turn out differently than you want it to.

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winters nights are wonderful. the way the moons light shines above us...the light that reflexs from the ocean, the chill breeze thats makes your face prickle, as it feezes your your chin. but yet you luv it..

you luv the going to the nearest dinner and having a nice warm soup with a nice cup of hot chocolate. ummmm how sweet it is. i sit by the river and enjoy the moon light glisten above the water, as the beautiful white snow flakes begin to fall....i immediately close my eyes and vision myself glidding on ice....laughing and crying at the same time,,,cause my toes are frozen. but its all worth it.

because winter nights are all i breath for.

when darkness falls...we seek comfort....comfort from anybody thats willing to be there...but in the long run, we realize that comfort comes from within...you learn that life goes on with a significant other....why must we feel incomplete when we are alone.....thats when we should take the time to please you...see when your with company...its all about them....well sometimes...it has to be about you....and that can only happen when thees nobody there consuming you. the darkness in me tells me... to screw everybody else....its time to get out there and take care of me......

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ThedarkprinceVvvvV
09:19 Nov 11 2010

The only way to help yourself is to beleive in your own abilities, :D

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