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It hurts to breathe, it hurts to feel

It hurts so bad that I can not heal.

I grab the belts, and slide them around my neck

He can sense something is wrong, as he sits on the deck.

I can feel me loosing air, I'm slipping down into the darkness.

He tries to get into the room, but it's locked, he can feel the the pain growing into sadness.

I gasp for air, but I'm to weak to pull off the belts.

He is doing his best to kick down the door, but he can feel his heart start to melt.

I am finally passed out, nothing more to feel.

The door is down, he runs to my side, he see's the the marks left behind as he loosens the belts, these marks he can not heal.

He sits next me, trying to do everything to wake me up, nothing is working.

I am slipping away from him, I tell him I am sorry.

And the last tear of pain falls from my eye.

I will miss you dearly......goodbye.

She is nothing without him.

She sits in the lights that are now dim.

She tries to smile, but nothing shows through.

But she needs him so bad, but who knew?

He died in the night and left her alone

But know she lives with shivered bones.

If she would have listened, he would have stayed.

She wishes she would have obayed.

Covered with her tears that seem to just drop

Counting the seconds she has left to pop.

Cut after cut, blood drop after blood drop,

She just can't seem to stop.

She screams in the night for him, but knows he will never show.

But her love for him, he wont ever know.

She holds onto her pillow, and cries through the night.

She slides the rope around her neck, and pulls it tight.

She can now be with him, for she is nothing more.

I wait for you by the door

The clock is now hitting four.

I turn off my lights, and grab my keys

But I can't stop crying and falling to my knees.

It is now sunset

I lay in my bed, looking at the razor in my hand

But all the cuts and bruises are covered by the rubber bands.

What really happens to me at sunset?

When you walk in, I am on the floor.

The clock is hitting four

You look at my wrist's, their covered in blood

And you look at my face, one tear has fallen.

It is now sunset.

The lonely girl is hurt

She lies in her bed

With many ugly words going through her head

Nobody will talk to the lonley girl

Her arm is a bloody river

But she hurts as much as a sliver

What happened to the lonely girl?

The rope and her neck are the only ones

With only a silent "Goodbye" her voice hums

Now it's just the lonely girl and the strong boy

With her head tilted back in his arms

Slowly a tear falls from her eye

Goobye

If I were to stop breathing

What would you do?

In my dreams they are of me and you.

Nothing to say and nothing to fear.

Am I one thing you hold so dear?

Hold me in your arms and say that you love me.

What else am I more to be?

You care so much that it makes me scared

Of things that I once dared.

I will always be here, or at least I will try.

If you were to leave, I might just die.

You are the one that does not leave my mind

But lately I feel as though I've been left behind.

Please don't leave me

You are the one that that makes me see.

I couldn't live then, and I thought I couldn't live now.

But some thing with you made me believe. How?

You have changed me to a different person that once feared of life and death, crying and dying, seeing and believing. I love you for that, please don't ever leave.