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The brokenness that I feel gets worse each day and then a ray of hope happens and I think I'm finally getting better then the darkness sets in again and I realize that I'm not really getting better but the day I can finally see the light at the end of the darkness is the day that I look you in the eyes and tell you that the love I had for you is finally in the abyss of hell where it belongs because you did nothing more than play with my heart and feelings and you will get what you deserve because you have messed with a great person and and them question who they really are but I'm fighting for my true self.

Again just writing my feelings

you come to me saying you love me and you miss our connection then you throw it all away for the reason that made me not want to believe you and now im looking at the memories that we shared and realizing you faked your happiness with me because if it was ever real you wouldnt have been able to throw it away just like you did. how can we be so far but still so close idk how to break our bond or connection whatever it is but i need it gone it kills me to know you and i are still close like that. you left me broken and unloved and unwanted and repairing that is taken a lot but im doing it and i just hope you end up that way one day and can look at you and walk way then turn around and say karma is a bitch and you got what you deserved.

agian me just writing my feelings out

I sat broken waiting for you and you looked away then you came back and said I love you so how can you love me if you can't see me at my broken state it makes no sense to me but I have never so lost before.



Me just writing