There's no such thing as school *peeks open eye* Damn...it's still there. I validate today. I don't want to. School came too soon. I don't know why I was in such a damn hurry to grow up when I was little. Probably because adults seem free to do whatever they want...which is not the case. I mean, I miss all of my friends, but I don't want to do work right away. Well, I need to go get my roommate up now...and get ready myself....
Lata cool cats and hip kits.
Not that you all know any of these people, but I found it funny...
What You Really Think Of Your Friends |
Luke is your soulmate. |
You truly love Chris. |
You consider Chris your true friend. |
You know that Luke is always thinking of you. |
You'll remember Liz for the rest of your life. |
You secretly think Lia is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
You secretly think that Me is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
You secretly think that Christie is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Christie changes lovers faster than underwear. |
You secretly think Rachel is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Rachel has a hidden internet romance. |
Okay I don't know how any one else feels about younglings age 12-15, but sometimes the wee ones can irk me. I personally try not to rate profiles of people in that age category? Why you ask? It's creepy. I'm 21...I have a cousin their age. Where as I think my cousin is cool as hell, and I can talk to most of the more mature members of his friend circles, to go out of my way and rate a 13 year old's profile seems a little...shall we say...pedifile-esque. I will rate their profiles when they rate mine first. I'm not mean like that. I've never been, "oh no! you're 12...that's the reverse of my age...what shall I do but to ignore you?" But it just feels weird to rate someone when you can think...I was in 4th grade when you were born....
Also, while I'm ranting to no one ( I don't know who reads my journal) it bugs the fuck out of me when people message me with these come ons and they can't even rate my profile or portfolio. You already have a strike against you by comming on to me in the first place...but you can't even take two seconds to rate me? Not worth my time...Okay I think I'm done...back to cleaning...
Lata cats and kits.
Okay so I'm uber bored. I'm taking a break from cleansing my wardrobe. I bought some new things and some others had to go...like clothes I've had for 10 years. Happy people realise that they'll never fit into the black lace skirt they wore in junior high.
I added a crap load of blogthings to my journal...that's why I can't post up quiz results in my profile. I'm a quiz junkie. I need a 12 step program. And I personally couldn't wait for all of that to load up in anyone else's profile. Well, I should go. It appears someone sent me a message and I should answer it. I'll probably write another entry after I see who it is.
Love ya cool cats and hip kits.
You are 80% Scorpio![]() |
Your Mood Ring is Magenta |
![]() Creative Insipired Thriving |
Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage |
![]() You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to! |
How You Life Your Life |
![]() You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. |
You Are 30% Weird |
![]() Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself. |
Your Kissing Purity Score: 29% Pure |
![]() You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well. |
![]() You are sexy, powerful, and bold. You're full of passion and energy... Sometimes this passion has a dark side. You feel most alive when you're seducing someone. You never fail to get someone's attention. Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper! |
Part Passionate Kisser |
![]() For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble |
Part Expert Kisser |
![]() You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable |
J | is for | Jealous |
E | is for | Entertaining |
S | is for | Scary |
S | is for | Spectacular |
I | is for | Inspirational |
C | is for | Cultured |
A | is for | Astounding |
In 1983 (the year you were born) |
Ronald Reagan is president of the US Sally Ride becomes the first American woman to travel in space Marines are killed when a TNT laden suicide terrorists blows up Marine headquarters at Beirut International Airport US Marines and Rangers invade the island of Grenada and evacuate hundreds of US citizens The Soviets shoot down Korean Airlines flight 007 The Internet Domain Name System was invented by Paul Mockapetris Ronald Wilson Reagan signs a bill creating Martin Luther King Day Baltimore Orioles win the World Series Washington Redskins win Superbowl XVII New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup Return of the Jedi is the top grossing film "Every Breath You Take" by The Police spends the most time at the top of US charts The A-Team and Webster premiere |
Your Power Color Is Indigo |
![]() At Your Highest: You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you. At Your Lowest: You require a lot of attention and praise. In Love: You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are. How You're Attractive: You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic. Your Eternal Question: "Does This Work Into My Future Plans?" |
You Are 61% American |
![]() Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home. You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you! |
Your #1 Match: INFP |
The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
Your #2 Match: ENFP |
The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
Your #3 Match: ISFP |
The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now). You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children. Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life. Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. |
Your #4 Match: ESFP |
The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic. You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor. |
Your #5 Match: INFJ |
The Protector You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity. Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is. You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience. You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them. You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher. |
Anyway, I was looking up 'goth' on Yahoo. Not really attempting to find anything of value...and then I find the funniest thing I've ever read. Insta goth kit! http://sykospark.net
With the Insta goth kit you will find everything you need from black hair dye to a list of gothic must have movies. And there is even the cyber goth upgrade to the standard insta goth kit. I found it hilarious. If the link doesn't work, then just goggle or yahoo Insta goth kit and I'm sure you'll get it to work there.
Yes, it's poking fun at people who claim to be goth with pictures such as "I'm so goth! Look at my blonde roots...and I'm thinking angsty poetry thoughts right now!" But I'm always up for a good laugh.
Lata hip cats and cool kittens.
Fuck. Fuckity fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck.... *slams head into keyboard* Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuckity, fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!! You're probably wondering about the dramatics? Well, I'm being faced with an eviction notice. Not too big of a deal for me. I can face that the rent here is too much for us to handle. The fuck is that my best friend of forever is also living with us, but has no idea of how badly we're suffering. So...yeah...I have no clue how to tell him we're looking at piss poor credit, moving, starting school, and it's all thanks to my husband's expert accounting skills. I'm just a tad pissed off.
I don't want to lose my friend over this. But, I'm not seeing any cheerful options.
I'm developing an ulcer. So that's fun. I just hope is doesn't turn into a bleeding one.
So we're down on our luck. Hardcore...I have no clue how to get out of this except offering handjobs for cashand my husband wants me to smile. Yes, please let me smile that my life feels like it's ruined and that I feel like a failure. Let me flaunt my pearly whites that I'm contemplating divorce and sucicide...not together mind you...just keeping all the options open. Let me swell up with pride that in two months time I feel more depressed and hopeless than ever before. Fuck you...
![]() Scorpio - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover craves A bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it. Tips for the future: Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you are Let go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you* Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive. Best place to meet someone online: eHarmony - your best bet at screening out untrustworthy people Best color to attract mate: Dark red Best day for a date: Tuesday Get your free love profile at Blogthings. |
I know the weekend isn't over yet...but let me tell you all it sucks hard core. My mom and her fiance are here...I won't get into that now...but my husband got into a wreck on Friday...totally ruined his 2002 Sposter 1500 Custom. A car used him to stop and threw the bike and him ten feet...so that was a fun phone call to get...*growls* On the bright side he's only scraped up and bruised...I think it hurt his back pretty badly. And then today, we had a blow up at the mall...not Tyger and I...Tyger thought he lost me...I couldn't find anyone. My mom and her fiance were just pissing me off. He annoys the fuck out of me...so I stormed off into a store to try on dresses...do a little shop therapy. So when I went to find them they all dissappeared...I almost blew up at my mom's fiance. He started making fun of me...I wanted to kack him. I have a headache, I'm bloated, bleeding, bitching, and Scheels is right next door...what were you saying??
Later, we went to get movies and Tyger ripped his 8 guage out. Not straight down-out the back. His lobe looked like Pac man. It was so gross I almost puked. So one motorbike accident and one freak car door vs earing later my husband is officially having the worst weekend of his life and I have a migrane the size of Wisconsin.
Lata cats and kittens
Well, it appears I've already written on this subject...I can't fuckin' sleep. My body's attuned to working nights and not getting to sleep until 1 am...then waking up at 5:30 am to bid my husband farewell. The cursed alarm clock is right next to my head. Then I'm up doing who knows what domestic chores until I pass the fuck out at 2 pm to wake up to my husband comming in the door at 4 pm...which is a good thing since I work from 6 pm until 12:30 am. All that is well and good until classes start and I have a 7 am class. *head falls backwards; hits headboard with a thud* Yes, I'm in my bed right now...the glory of a laptop. On the bright side of my new found insomnia I've gotten a lot of housework done...the down side is that if I can't get myself into a managable sleeping pattern I might die from lack of rest...and this close to the end of my senior year would be a terrible irony. The senior year is always a terrible thought. In highschool, it was the end of a thirteen year purgatory period that I almost wish I had enjoyed more fully. But comming from a small ass town of 910 people...a graduating class of 20...there really wasn't much of a chance to know anyone without jugdements already made. Let's see...what was my stereotype? Ah, the slutty punk/goth chick that would "put a spell on you" with her icy "I hate the world" stare. I might not have been so "fuck you" if they didn't write me off as a no account loser so readily. But, I was never the popular pretty one. My best friend and I were talking about a date I was going on in shop class and the smart remark asked was is my date blind. But, anyway, I digress into a horrid stroll down amnesia lane. Onward and upward...into the furture...a glorious future where I still have no freakin' idea of what I want to do with my life.
I'm currently a theatre major, English and Religious studies double minor. All that translates into is "you avoid math and science like the plague." I'm just kidding. I enjoy what I'm majoring in. I hope to go to graduate school...well two of them. One for playwrighting and one for classical acting. (On a side note, my husband's cat Lion O just stuck his tongue out at me) But, I still don't have the darnest idea what I want to do with my life.
I've been obsessing over Miami Ink on TLC. The quick and dirty run down of the show is it's about tattoo artists in Miami that all work at the same shop. I'm just fascinated by it all. I have two tattoos right now. Plans for 6 more of my own designs. I don't know if this means I'm considering a tattoo appretince ship in the near future, but the whole lifestyle just fascinates me. The downside of that is what in the hell did I just spend four years of my life doing in college to figure out I want to tattoo...something that I should have majored in Art emphasis in drawing for?
I suppose it's no more crazy than my husband going to Warrant Officer school this December after spending four years in the Army Reserve in artillery (his current job is calling in fire). He's now a sgt, but he wants to fly helicopters. Hang on to your panties boys and girls because this story gets better...he really wants to open his own bike building shop a la Billy Lane style. My tyger can just look at a bike and tell you the make, engine type, year, and if it's custom who built it and where all the parts came from. And 9 times out of 10 he's right. It's a scary ass talent.
I suppose one of the better parts about being a tattoo artist would be I wouldn't have to control my hair dying or where I got a tattoo...or keep myself supplied in cover up. But, I really enjoy acting...and if I do go to grad school for classical acting not very many ladies of Shakespeare have "Irish Princess" tattooed on the back of their neck. (That's one of the tattoos I want...not that I currently have)
Blah...
I feel like I'm typing in circles.
Well off to kill more time rating profiles.
Later cool cats and kittens
Your Birthdate: November 1 |
You are a maniac
killer.
It doesn't matter who they are and what they
have or haven't done. You still want to kill
them. And for a simple reason only; it's fun.
Seeing people in pain is like ecstasy. Maybe
you have some sort of mental problems or you
are this way because of previous deep scars,
only you know. But now you are sadistic and
maybe you only like to see a special group of
people be in pain (e.g. preps). However you are
not the most social person in the bunch and
people think you are weird. That bothers you
somewhat but atleast you can entertain yourself
with daydreaming about killing them. After all,
they have no idea what's coming.
Main weapon: Explosives and torture
equpiment
Quote: "Insanity: a perfect
rational adjustment to an insane world" -
R.D. Lang
Facial expression: Wicked smile
Your Beauty lies
in Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You most
likely look far younger than
you are and your smile would brighten up anyone's
day. Seen as naive and
sheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for
the most part, it's simply your
reputation preceding you. You are most likely
rather aware of the realities of
life. You are extremely good natured and
trustworthy. By the same token, you are
a bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest
and open as you. You might
seem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies,
and things most might deem
you "too old for". But this doesn't
bother you. You enjoy your youth and are
going to make it last. After all you are only as
old as you feel.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:
White, Pink, Pastels Song:
Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
Expression: Innocent Smile
Gemstone:
Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn
Planet:
Moon Hair Color: White Eye Color:
Silver
Quote: "A
stranger is just a friend you haven't met
yet."
Disorder | Rating |
Paranoid: | High |
Schizoid: | Low |
Schizotypal: | High |
Antisocial: | Moderate |
Borderline: | Low |
Histrionic: | High |
Narcissistic: | High |
Avoidant: | High |
Dependent: | Moderate |
Obsessive-Compulsive: | High |
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information -- |
++I got this in my e-mail some time ago, but I thought since this is a goth/vampyre site it would be a fun read to post it. It might enrage some of you readers. I'll tell you all this is one of those fundamentalist Christian flyer things. You know, the propaganda used by some uber conservatives to fire people up. I don't mean to insult anyone's religious beliefs by saying that, all I mean is I'm kind of a laid back, let it be gal and using religion to sway viewpoints into how a group of people feel really gets my goat. So, take this for what you will. Have fun with it. And if you want, message me with how many "goth symptoms" apply to you. We'll make a game out of it.++
Recently a flyer from a local church was sent around
with this message, here it is in full.
If Your Child is a Gothic, Reform Through the Lord!
Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if
your
child may have gone astray from the Lord.
Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous
culture that young teenagers are prone to
participating in. The gothic culture leads young,
susceptible minds into an imagined world of
evil,darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate
attention through counselling, prayer, and parental
guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if
five or more of the following are applicable to your
child:
-Frequently wears black clothing.
-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
-Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or
nailpolish.
-Wears any odd, silver jewelry or symbols. Some of
these include: reversed crosses, pentagrams,
pentacles, ankhs or various other Satanic worshipping
symbols.
-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of
music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ,
and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard
any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak
eccentrically.
-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities,
such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires,
magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that
involves Satan.
-Takes drugs.
-Drinks alcohol.
-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of
self-mutilation. (This is a Satanic ritual that uses
pain to detract from the light of God and His love.
Please seek immediate attention for this at your local
mental health center.)
-Complains of boredom.
-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
-Is excessively awake during the night.
-Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light. (This
pertains to vampires promoting the idea that His light
is of no use.)
-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
-Spends large amounts of time alone.
-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that
your child may speak to evil sprits.)
-Insists on spending time with friends while
unaccompanied by an adult.
-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns
and elders are but a few examples of this.
-Misbehaves at school.
-Misbehaves at home.
-Eats excessively or too little.
-Eats goth-related foods. Count Chocula cereal is an
example of this.
COMMUNICATE WITH THE DEVIL ?>
-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking
blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan.
This act is very dangerous and should be stopped
immediately.)
-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media
sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs
that your child may watch.)
-Plays videos games that contains violence or
role-playing nature.
-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes
time for the computer.
-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to
music.
-Dances to music in a provocative manner.
-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.
-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include:
Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca,
Hinduism and Buddhism.
-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains
these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe
is me", "I'm a goth".
-Claims to be a goth.
If five or more of these apply to your child, please
intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous
and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems
persist, enlist your child into your local mental
health center.
~*~*~*~*~
I have 30 that relate to me. Naughty, nuaghty goth girl.
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