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I feel so alone here in this world like for some reason i was adopted into some weird family, i wonder how i wound up like this, i mean none of my family is anything like me, my family is all christians and i am wiccan and a vampire, its so weird plus the fact that im married to a werewolf, and our son is hybrid, the older he gets the stronger he is, and right now is such a hard time for my new family, our car is completely shot and that was the only car we had and now i dont know what to do, i feel so lost in this world that i live in, i love my life i love my new family, my son, and my husband. As suicidal as i am i can never bring myself to even bring blood, i love my life to much, ive prayed and prayed to the god and goddess, i just feel like im not being heard, ive done spell after spell for money and nothing coming, im sick of life yet im not, it seems like forever and i dont feel any older, maybe its because im a vampyre, and i can also talk to spirits i really find that weird, i mean how the hell did i get that weird trait, none of my parents can do that, and also neither one of my parents are open minded at all, and it makes me feel all alone in this sad and cruel world, maybe i just need some friends to talk to some that are like me...