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life has its hard times easy times and wierd times too. theres times we make decitions that seem to be the right thing later seeing it was a mistake. if we didnt do dumb things once in a wile we would never learn lifes hardships. lessons learned are for a reason. we learn from what choices we make. and at times we make good decitions. that land us in good ways on our feet. what would life be like if we never made mistakes. it would be boring and we aould learn nothing about how to realy live. so we gota think before we act but still we never know 100 persent if its always the right thing to do.trial and error tells us that information on whats right. and if we look at the ten comandments we know what is right to a point.

dreams are dreams, and stories are stories, some are false, and some are true. powers are real in spirit and are also real in the flesh but some are only in the spirit world. the sight the hearing the feeling are senses only in spirit. we also have them in flesh but the two are to a point seperat. we have many things in flesh but much more in spirit. they are two seperat things in one. in spirit we are imortal, but in flesh our days are numbered.how we live our lives in the flesh matters to god. he is who determins how long we live for. are we living his way? all he wants from us is to spread his love and expect nothing in return. for he gives us our rewards himself. for example i have lived my life geting almost everything i wanted and all that i have needed has always been at my feet. it is all real.

love is confusing and dumb at times. I get so lost that I'm not shur what to exspect at all, but I do know that it can be special. I know with truelove it is. I know what I feel and see when I'm with truelove. He is the only person that realy treets me well. All though I sometimes wish I could get trueloves atention right away. At least I know I'm loved. True love likes to hide at times and sometimes he shows largly but he is always there when I need him. He hids behind anger at times and disapointment too, but truelove always apoligises for the wrong he has done and admits when he is wrong. True love is never selfish and dosn't try to tell me what, how, and who to be. He lets me be me, and is happy with that. "Thankyou truelove and please never leave me?" I asked one day and he answered back: "How can I leave you when your my true love. Everywhere I look I see you, and I cry when your hurt, get angry when you are upset, and I worie when your away so far. I also never whant to loose you or be away for long but I know there are times when we have to be apart and I understand." be apart but understand. thats hard too grasp at times. speacialy when you cant see the out come. I see where he is comeing from for I too feel that way and cant help but ask "my true love will be be together till death?" nothing could prepare me for the answer he gave me. "You and I will always be together no matter what and it will last till end of time past death and beyond and thats not evan close to how far my love goes for you." wow. thats alot. I was speachless at the answer and not shure at all what to realy think. I understood that I never wanted to loose true love but know I'm more relaxed at knowing he is scared of loosing me. I see know the reason why he works so hard at making me happy. I do my best in return to make truelove happy. I turned one day to see I was alone and droped to my nea's crying. "True love, True love where are you why have you left me alone?" I searched all day and couldnt find him then suddenly I heared him. "I never left wake up for your dreaming. I've been holding you the whoal time." then is when I realised I couldnt loose him for he'd always be there. and I am greatfull and happy to understand that. "but why cant I see you always?" I had to know the mistary behind that. "My sweet love, you don't always see me becuse im carrying you through the hard times and walking with you in the good. fear not my leaving becouse you carry me in your heart for all enternity and that is why."

life throws alot at us but most of the time it is demons trying to keep us doing the rong things. that is one reason why i am glad i have the sight i have. i keep the demons under controle the best i can but i canot controle them all. i am always battleing new and old and doing my best to keep them all away from my family and friends. banishing them. i dont always get them sometimes they see me comming and run. then i have to track them down and kill them. i like to hunt and eat them at times. it all depends what i wana track n eat though. i have to watch that becouse the wrong blood from the wrong thing could cause me to become dark sided. but the blood from sertain things are realy good and draining setain things gives me upgrades so to speek. my body holds christals in my blood. those chrystals take and purifie what i eat so i have a biger list of things i can take into myself. i also find alot of things in the relm that is good to inhance power. the elaments of the world are as powers in the relm but they also can work in the flesh if you know how to harness them right. thats another isue. theres also lost soals and angles and well the liist is long. theres so many races of each catagorie. if i do not watch and take care in what i do i can indanger my self. the relm is like final fantasy and legacy of kane and solid metal gear and other semaler games. where do you thing they are dreamed up from. duh the relm.

i died when i was 3 years old and my dad reached over and grabed me from the spirit world and put me back in my body telling me i wasent going to die yet then he took the meat i had choked on out of my throught. he then brought my body back to life. i am still not intirely coneckted to my body and so i have been able to roam the spirit world wile my body slept at night and that is how i learned all that i know i am now 26 and i have leaned alot from trial n eror and i say some things that i know i wish i did not. but know i realise god aloud this for a reason and i need to let others learn. i was aproched by a pastor i never met before and told that i am a spirit fighter and need not to hide any longer and he has sofar been right. i need to find and help others like me to learn the truth also i can help others open their eyes. and learn the truth. i have alot to tell and not enough room to say it all. i can still to this day walk right out of my body and let others take it for a wile. the longest i have dared to leave my body is 2 days. and theres only 4 spirits i trust in my sted. gareth my guardian, marrybeth my best friend, mezatheenya my maiden/ helper, and my twin brother in wich my mom knows nothing of. his name craven. theres truth to the statement life after life and culio and i among others hit the circle over n over. also i hold my memories of each life as if they happend yesterday. it is all wierd at times but i know it s all true. i feel, see, hear, and half live in that plane as well as the flesh. culio also has all this knowlage as dose dragonus whom is and always has been my best guardian. he is inb the flesh and has the same abilities to leave the body as i and culio dose. chrystal, lisa, and dragonus, me, culio, kail, and my own son all has these abilities. on top of that in the spirit world powers are a real thing and we have many. where do you think our what most call fiction stories come from and our dreams. it is the past lives we have lived.

all vandra's are welcome. salect few will get to live within the actual house but all are welcom to come visit. truth kindness and honesty will give you the keys. rudeness, lieing, stealing, and fighting will get you kiked out and band from visiting. come all and see me. the doors to my home will afitialy open may first. my king and husband, culio and I would like to find some roomates that would like to live with us and learn the truths about life and the spirit world. we plan to own a castle in witch thered be 6 wings in wich we would apoint a head for each and defanatly alow 2 others for each wing thats a total of 15 living in and of cource us. but the castle is a dream that is far in the makeing. right now we need to find and spread the real truth to those that will listen and learn as well as a few roomates to live with us for real. theres been a few times when i thought i had imagined it all but then i got atacked so i know how real it all is but it is not explainable in one day. the knowlage i hold is alot.

they come from one sorce from one place and he can take them if they are used wrongly. we was given power. power to fight. power to decide. power to live life. power to defeat the enamy. the real enamy. jesus handed us sight streangth and powers in spirit he handed us the tools for survival aganst lusafer. and all demons. no demon has a chance to defeat us at all we have ultimat power over the spirit world we have the power to defeat our enamys and the power to live by fighting back.