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The truths come out, an imposter stands before me. Mean, controlling, rude, and uncareing. Only of himself, he thinks n wants n gets, I'm nothing but a posetion, I'm a toy, a trofy. No more will I stand here being treated like this, I must go far from here, though I've tried many times. A way out from his manipulation I need and fast.

Dreams, stories, memories, thoughts, what is what, witch is witch, they come they go, they linger, they fade, emotions tied to each one, some good some bad, many in between, roaring voices from within settle in yet sometimes screaming, wanting heard and understood, yet lost and quiet and unnoticed. So complicated it is at times not knowing where to turn to. Running n hideing yet standing in the open screaming, never to be heard only patialy being understood. Lost in thoughts lost in emotional waves. This ocean needs to let go, these thoughts need to calm. Yet how to get there is lost to me for now...........................

Little hands n little feet running wild and into all things crazy little words to hear silly little stories told handfulls of sweetness harmfulls of sillyness how sweetly I ponder the time going by for to little time are they real small, growing fast and learning all they wildly ponder every stone every hill little feet running wild little hands grabbing all little smiles bring me lafter for preshus gifts they all are