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a wish, a prayer, a dream, a wonder, and now a blessing, an honor, a dream come true, once a curse, and now no curse, for i am as i wish to be. is it one, or the other, yet i care not, but one over the other i do prefer. pinks n purpls, or reds n blues. i care not, but yet i prefer the one over the other. a blessing, a dream, an honer, it now holds fast, yet befor it was, a curse, a wish, a prayer, a wonder, it was, and now, i wonder no longer, for it is now there, and soon to be here.

confadance, kindness, be a lady, stand streat, all on the out side it holds. yet inside, stress, confution, anger, hate, and evan sadness. i want to screem, yet nothing comes out. i am as a lady should be, but inside i am blank. what is it thats holding me to life, what is it thats makeing me go on, what is it that is causing me so much pain, yet makeing me stand strong. i want to destroy him, yet i want to run, yet again i want to hold fast, and let lifes cource run on. I can, i say but my body n mind fight to do so. no rest for my mind, no rest for my feelings. all i earn for is happyness, yet all i get is madness. ramblings yes, but meaningfull it is also. for alot is playing within my thoughts.