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Lost without you, faiding away, growing empty and so cold, my heart beats only for one, never forgetting the good times, days of old eccos in my mind, leaving feelings rageing inside, is what I dream real, is it my imagination, I found you once, and yet its like a dream , I wait n wander , Lost without you, faiding away, growing empty and so cold, my heart beats only for one, never forgetting the good . hardships come n go, trouble seems to grow, torn in difrent directions I'm chased after in my dreams, i wake to my own voice calling out to you, my heart breaking seeing I'm not with you, time has not been kind, fait seems to hold a new design, it what I feel real, is what I see real, am I a fool chaseing dreams, Lost without you, faiding away, growing empty and so cold, my heart beats only for one, never forgetting the good. Now here we are , voices in the night, pleasure and pain in thought, visions of torment as we try to hold tight, being pulled apart, stuck with others, desiring one another our company a far away dream to hold eachother a far away reach Lost without you, faiding away, growing empty and so cold, my heart beats only for one, never forgetting the good ...A shadow walking through life trying to be understood and loved yet cast away ignored and repeatedly hurt a broken ,lost among the world. Searching for some kind of dream that dose not exist. So again I take my direction else where for if I stay I fear only more pain so real so harsh to me will come again. I cannot just walk away I am a fool. I love still yet it hurts so badly death will end this pain yet none is to be had for I am a shadow in the world of life searching for love that is only a dream...

Passing moments flying by time itself going on the winds of as wispers of love float by, i hear his voice i feel his touch yet when i open my eyes it seems but a dream, his sent fills the air like he was just here and i stand here looking about in this garden alone still waiting for his return, i wander if my dreams are just a young girls wish as time has been flowing by like an ever flowing river stedyon the serface but busy underneath, i stand with a smile yet inside my heart cries. I find myself standing in a storm alone wandering if it will end, cold and tired as if i been running for a long time, as i close my eyes i can feel him like he is here with me, this cant be just a dream to remember so much so i wait yet for the day to come that i finally see his face before me again...

Hurt. confused. lost. i stumble about unable to focus due to being so dizzy. h hear gentle words from a distance asking if i need help. to tired to fight i ask who they are and draw my sword anyway. i stumble. i feel a gentle hand grab my hand and side to stedy me. please let me help u im not going to harm u he says. he then picks me up. i almost pasout but stay awake. he takes me to this quiet, cool, grasy place and lays me by a pond. takes my armor off. lays all my wepons in a pile. and tears my close open where my wounds are. he then pours the water over my wounds and cleans them. i feel them healing and shards left are comeing out. he walks to a distance from me and hides from my view. after a time im fully heald and find im in an odd but beautifull garden. he apoligises for ruining my cloths and tells me he left a new outfit by me. i look to find it. and redress. it fits good. and i notice my armor and wepons was cleand repared and sharpend. i start wondering if he knows who i am and why i was alone. yet he keeps his distance. we must have talked for several hrs. and i tried to get him to stand befor me. so i went over near him. he reminded me of my freind and gardian gareth. but was not. we talked a wile then i got so tired i told him thanx for helping me and headed home. he oferd me to stay n rest and showed me a place. we became freinds and talked a lot. after going home it was realy quiet for a wile.