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I HAVE BEEN HIT REALLY HARD BY SOME OF THE PEOPLE I RATE , I AM MAYBE A BIT TO JADED BY SOCIETY AND THE WAY WE ALWAYS RATE THINGS, WY CANT WE JUST TAKE THEM FOR WHAT THEY ARE. BUT SINCE RATING PROFILES IS PART OF THE RAVE EXPERIANCE THAT IS WHAT I MUST DO. SO THE NEXT TIME SOMEONE FEELS LIKE I RATED THEM UNFAIRLY OR THAT I DONT LIKE THEM BECAUSE THEY DIDNT GET THE TEN THEY FEEL THEY DESERVE I WILL SEND THEM HERE. FIRST THING THIS IS NOT A PERFECT WORLD, NOTHING AND NOONE IS PERFECT, DO YOU AGREE? IF YOU DONT AGREE YOU NEED TO GET A GRIP ON REALITY, SORRY FOR WHATEVER FANTASY WORLD YOU LIVE IN. SO IF THIS STANDARD IS TRUE 10 WOULD BE PERFECT THEREFORE NO ONE IS A TEN. THIS MEANS THE BEST YOU CAN BE IS A NINE ? IT WOULD LOGICALLY BE SO. AND IN TURN AN 8 ISNT SO BAD AND THATS WHAT I RATE MOST PEOPL WHO HAVE PUT AN HONEST EFFORT INTO THEIR PORTS AND PROFS. IN MY EYES THERE MUST BE A CURVE THERE CAN MAYBE BE A FEW TENS , A HUNDRED NINES, BUT I CANT SEE MORE THAN THAT A NATURAL CURVE PEAKS IN THE MIDDLE AND FIFTY PERCENT OF THE CURVE SHOULD BE RATED AT A 4-6, BUT HERE IT IS NOT SO . THE TRUTH IS PEOPLE RATE YOU HIGH BECAUSE THEY IN TURN WANT TO BE RATED HIGH, ITS NOT HONEST AND NOT FAIR TO YOURSELF. THINK ABOUT IT, BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. MY RATINGS ARE NOT PERSONAL I AM HERE TO HAVE A GOOD TIME AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS BUT I WONT RATE EVERYONE A TEN JUST TO MAKE FRIENDS AND GET HIGH RATINGS. PEACE LOVE AND RESPECT , BLOODY ANGEL

find the hidden track, blue octobers cd foiled after 18th floor balcony there si about 6 min of blank space then one of the best songs i have ever heard, its kind of sad but beautiful, blue october is an awsome band if you never heard them do so you wont regret it, listen to the lyrics, justin the lead singer is a troubled soul, if there is an issue you have trouble dealing with he has been there and probably written a song about, ( drug abuse, alcohol, sexual abuse, mental and physical ) his music is so beautiful because he writes from his heart, every song touches you in some way because if it isnt about you it will be about someone you know, and if you ever get a chance to see them live dont pass it up, especially if it is a small indoor venue, you will be blown away by the raw emotion that they display. check out the 2 sites on my profile, there are a couple of pics in my portfolio taken at houston venues, they love to play at home nad there is always something extra for us. enjoy peace love and respect, bloody angel visit www.thebuzz.com play videos on demand look for blue october they have calling you and hate me

whenever iam with her it is like being in heaven, but from the moment she leaves or i have to leave her it is my own personal hell. whenever we are apart i have what i can only discribe as withdrawls. she is like the drug that i just cant get enough of. on the day that we are together i have no doubts that the pain i feel when she is away is worth it. but as soon as she leaves the pain comes. its like my heart is ripped from my chest as she leaves,taken with her only to return when she does. my days without her are numb, my friends and work are only brief distractions to keep my mind from thoughts of her. the situation that keeps us apart so much is more than just distance because no amount of distance could keep me from her. i really cant speak of the other reason. maybe someday. just know that this situation could go on a while where i only see her once a week. every week that passes becomes harder and harder to deal with. it hurts more and more to be without her. the situation that keeps us apart is out of my control, and i feel helpless because all i can do is wait for her to make a move.soon there will be a straw and the camels back will break i just hope that when it does it dosnt break my heart to. peace love and respect, bloody angel

have you ever loved someone too much? so much it hurts. maybe not the love so much hurting but the circumstances involved making it dificult. the lady i am in love with has major trust issues, she has been physically and mentally abused. not only that but we live about 50 miles apart, we only get to see each other about once a week. peace love and respect, bloody angel