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craving
04:40 May 16 2007
Times Read: 598




Hello super freak, do you see me when you sleep. Don't be afraid, there will be allot of pain. You can't escape it, your here where there is no end to your suffering, no way out. This isn't what you thought it would be, this is a place where you are dammed beyond eternity, burn mother fucker burn. I will twist you into nothing, just wait and see. Crowded thoughts take you further into the abyss and I will help drag you to the bottom. This hell "you have unleashed upon yourself", everything is grey and there is no color left, cold and alone you wonder the earth hoping for reality to have its place but your role surrenders all. Why try to fight it, you cannot win, the gates are open and they will get you. To late, so sorry, you're going to die trying to close the wound you opened, picking apart the scab until it bleeds. Realizing there's nothing left, you fall into the ground, knowing nothing else matters, you waited to long, as you open you're mind you let them in, tormenting self infliction you bring on yourself. Rest now, there's nothing you can do, accept your fate and wither away, Hello super freak do you hear me calling.







By Laura

War
04:37 May 16 2007
Times Read: 599

MY WAR

Current mood: creative

Category: Writing and Poetry





I try to make peace with this hell you unleashed but this war is to strong to fight alone. Bury me in, break me again, eternal madness is my sanity and rage is my new friend. This battle you will not win, I will fight you until the end, digging and scratching, I will tear my soul into 3, I will fight you with an army of ME. So go ahead and Bury me in break me again. Yeah you'd love to see me fail, fall to my knees, go ahead you little BITCH, push me away, you will only suffer more. An army of me will be will be at your feet, but shake and tremble because you know the battle you cannot beat!

Unification
04:33 May 16 2007
Times Read: 600






To you I write this in the hopes that this finds you and brings you back to me, for you are the keeper of all that is me and all that can be. Show me your side, empty all of you into me, my crying heart is seeping. Your wound is drenched with the blood of many lives before you, and of all, who will be the keeper of you...You can feel me thru there lies and betrayal, my pleas are that of all and i will plea no more, for you have taken me to your world and all who see envy this. Leaving it all behind, I have sacrificed all through our journey, come back to this plain, once you reach this point you cannot turn back and then we will be together forever. To you i write this, the keeper of all that is me.

Seduction
04:32 May 16 2007
Times Read: 601

I want to be your seduction,

the mystery at hand,

I want to be your lie,

the fun that never ends,

in the corner of my mind your

evil yes indeed,

I want you to fuck me, fuck me until

i bleed, shove it in and hit it hard

cause i want to feel you through my mouth,

I want to be your seduction with all that is me,

come inside and play a while, i promise

you'll never want to leave....to be continued

.......
04:31 May 16 2007
Times Read: 602

Anger chases me and I run but t cannot escape it. Knock, drag, pull it out of me, a rage deep inside. Build me up and I will tear you down as you have to me for so many years, does it make you more of a man! You rip me apart just to devour me in the end. I will rise above it, I refuse to play victim to your game any longer. I hate you, you are so ugly inside and yet so beautiful on the outside...To be continued

Powerless
04:28 May 16 2007
Times Read: 603

Blood stain ruin, week and dead to me you are, Masturbate to the devils ear and hear nothing. It came upon darkness and left me when id just begun. push the door, make them sweat, when your everything has spun into a web of heavens hell and the doorway has been opened, new and reborn you are. Around your neck it will take the breathe right out of you, trying hard not to fall into the vortex, what will you do if nothing is as it seems and all who where there are now gone. Eating on the lives of others, feeding until you find the soul you crave and twisting it until it becomes your own.

Esteemed
04:27 May 16 2007
Times Read: 604

Come and fall, it doesnt really matter anymore. Yes im alone but then again I always was, I just made you think you were important to hurt myself. Self image, i just couldnt leave it alone, close the door and go away, your not supposed to be in here, things are always pretty from the inside but out there is where you belong. Tasting yourself to fill your high, but really how high can you get when you have no taste? You are to busy with yourself, you never listened to anything i said so why open your mind now, everything else stays the same and the world is one big void, like you! Now get the fuck out and take your deceit with you. I cant take hell for you again, stuck in the web of your twisted smile and evil pain, the cutting must stop, i will bleed for you know more, it ends today..

Faults
04:26 May 16 2007
Times Read: 605








Taken all is this the end, looks as though your letting go to soon. I cry but only drops of blood and as you sit there with your head in your hands pretending life is full of joy you shed your self pity on me. I dont need your reasons, i know what your thinking so dont try, i know your good yeah i know your real good and i will miss your sweet taste but in the end its gone anyway. This knife is in to deep and the scab will never heal. So get the fuck out, take your shit of a life with you and do us all a favor and dont look back cause i am but a shadow to you now.

Nightwatcher
04:25 May 16 2007
Times Read: 606








Quenching for the taste, wanting and needing it more. Cant breathe ive fallen into something that is so big. It wont stay away, like a monkey on my back it taunts me, eating me out from the inside hurting so much. This pain i have denied for so long, the time is as it was yesterday and as it will be tomorrow. Leave me now, cant ever seem to reach your hand, with every step your ahead a mile. What comfort do i have in my slumber when your there, there is no exit. I use to welcome the feel and thoughts of you now im afraid of them, how did it turn to this. As the clock moves forward it only reminds me of what is coming, yes it is very clear now that time is not my friend....To be continued