Hello to my new friend Cavenblair. its here so that I may remember in these long years. Nothing personal friend, I need something to document these , even if it leaves a electronic trail, its not really that far. Its been so long anyway. Lets party the Pain Away..l
Its good to be back, i will be, looking for some old friends, see if they see me...
Lots of Pain tonight. Although that was expected. Especially after returning after such a long time. I am now dealing with a lot of old pain. So, once again, let me heal the hurt. Because you were never realy here, I just made you up to hurt myself... Ready for more??? You were here. and Im hurting. And I hate you at the same time. Although I CAN FORGIVE. It , does not make me weak. It makes me more powerful. Do you believe in that? Now, do you believe I care? Or are you even listening? Insanity. Love. Pain. Pleasure. Satisfaction.
Feel all of that. Then try FORGIVENESS. Now that. Is all powerful. Why? Because NO ONE HAS POWER OVER YOU. WHILST YOU HAVE POWER OVER YOU. More to come my ancient ones... I know, its different, and it a old, and we all have to learn again. And believe it or not, most of us have set our self's to the other side, nay... I choose to live another life time.
So, I have lived a Lifetime. And I am back to report on it. It was different. I almost enjoyed it. And now it is gone. As we see all things here. I know I say I will spend more time here, and i do. Although as an Immortal time passes very quickly for me. Once again I have loved, lived, and lost. In another different way. On to the next. How many different times must I live this way? How many different times must we play the same game? I've been rich. in love and in material... Its all the about people. Who you surround yourself with... And those people, you try not to eat. (smiles)... It can be tricky...
There are so many friends I had here in the slight past, any of you can say hi. I've / am getting another computer. I left this world once I got a cell phone. Now I miss a computer. Hence... I've forgotten all my com skills, but it wont be difficult to regain them. (knocks on wood). Please... I you remember me, keep in touch. I miss all of you...
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