I have interview next week, and the possibility of 3 other interviews. That is, HR submitted my name to the hiring manager and if hiring manager chooses to call me...I could have up to 3 more interviews. I'm feeling less anxious and more hopeful, even as the day my contract ends comes closer. It's because I'm getting more offers to interview at once than I ever have before. At this rate, maybe I won't be unemployed soon. I can hope. It's what I have, and it's mine.
I made it into the final 3 candidates, but I did not get the job. Back to square one. It's a gloomy day, with a little rain, and my mood matches. I will be employed by the end of May. Is this how manifestation works?
The waiting is killing me. In the meantime, I managed to line up another interview for a job that isn't exactly my first choice-it's in retail. I could always use more interview practice though. And some income is better than no income, so it's a decent Plan B.
So out of 100 candidates, 10 were interviewed, and 3 were called back for second interview...I'm part of the final 3. That's the good news. Please let me get the job. Please. I want it.
In more personal news, I got a shot in each arm- vaccines. I got influenza in the right and pneumococcal on the left. I'm hoping soreness will the extent of the side effects.
2 job interviews lined up. I feel like the weight on my shoulders is gradually lifting. 3 potential job options lined up. Just hoping one amounts to something.
I make a meal plan.
I buy just enough food for the recipes.
Someone in the house uses my groceries.
I no longer have what I need for the recipe.
I confront said person.
Apparently I'm selfish, and all the groceries are shared items.
I feel angry.
Repeat process for next week.
Why can't you buy the groceries that you eat?
I'm on a tight budget, as is.
I can't double my groceries, just in case, you decide, on a whim, to eat some of my food.
I wish I could afford to move.
Today is a test. It must be. Bad news, on top of bad news, on top of bad news...none of it happening to me, but to the people I care dearly for. And feel helpless, because even if I am not the cause, there is nothing I can do to alleviate the situations that have been presented to me. Words are not enough. And the pain will be long lasting, I'm sure. This possibly the worst Monday of my life, and it's not even work related. What to do, when you can't do anything except dream, wish and hope?
Feeling good! I'm feeling really good. I finally have a job interview! For something that pays well, that's in my desired field of work, and has a short commute. I'm going to do my absolute best to impress these interviewers. And hope my competition isn't steep.
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