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6 entries this month
 

04:18 Jul 27 2016
Times Read: 182


Feeling needed is both and a blessing and a burden.


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02:43 Jul 26 2016
Times Read: 187


Today, I admit I miss him- well some of his attributes. (Get your mind out of the gutter. Actually...never mind.) Logic and my emotions are at odds. And I feel incredible sadness, but I'm past crying and towards longing. And the other I'm leading on may not like me at all, which makes everything worse. I do not have a desirable personality or body? How could I ever compete?


I've been stuffing my negative feelings down, and telling myself all the things I'm supposed to hear- I need to feel.


And keeping busy, has not done enough. Yet?


Today, I admit missing being treated like crap so that I could be told I was loved and beautiful on a regular basis. Something is wrong with me; I'm aware.


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Pokemon go

02:32 Jul 23 2016
Times Read: 201


So pokemon go is a lot of fun, but there are hardly any pokestops near me. I don't pass any on my way to work. People that live in more remote areas are at a clear disadvantage. Also, all the idiots that play while driving, run into traffic getting hit by cars, robbing game players, are ruining it for everyone.


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03:19 Jul 16 2016
Times Read: 210


You like me? You barely text. You won't call. You canceled all our outings. You do not like me. You only say you do. Why?


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01:15 Jul 10 2016
Times Read: 235


Being in a relationship with someone that does not trust you is like being a cage. And when you escape the cage, the backlash is horrendous. And only after you think your a safe distance away, they reappear acting like a whole new person trying to lure you back into the cage. People don't change, only you, only me. No one else. Maybe I'm wrong, but what if I'm right? I need a new "safe distance."


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ZombieLegendre
ZombieLegendre
01:17 Jul 10 2016

Without trust, there is no relationship.





 

00:34 Jul 02 2016
Times Read: 249


I gained 5 lbs since February. I've been eating my feelings, I guess? Time to wean myself off sugar and being more consistent with the gym. Not feeling very motivated though


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SisterShadow
SisterShadow
01:04 Jul 02 2016

T.T I feel your pain. Good luck, I'm sending good vibes :)








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