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I was right the first time . I need to get my brain wired up to my gob and not my heart .
I have spent my whole life doing what Im supposed to do . I hardly ever get to do what I want to do
I will get crushed one day

I have spent the last three centuries following James Sutherland through the world killing and destroying everything we came into contact with . Our murderous rampages and lust for power and greed had served us well these past three hundred years . My orphaned and poor beginning's have lead me on a path to destructions . My anger at those who gave me employment and shelter gave me resentment instead of gratitude .my resentment gave way to murder and theft. I could have changed my was after that but instead I took a strangers name and background and it took me to London . I wanted so much to find good employment a better my life but I fell into bad company and I became a master thief until I took off to the countryside with a gang and robbed at gun point wealthy traveller's not realising the devil was watching me very closely . I was a marked man this made it easy for James to bring me into his nightmare world . He knew he could mould me into a monster and keep me by his side . He taught me the dark arts and convinced me that I was destined for greater things . He seduced me and made me a killer .


James's evil grew and I was trapped by his dark magic and his constant seduction. When Maria entered James's life I felt sure I would loose him to her . I waited for the day when he would abandon me and flee the manor with her this was not the case . For three hundred years I believed all James wanted Maria for was a perfect sacrifice a vessel to his immortality . Now I find he has been leaving our home in London to spend time back at the manor . The smell of sweetness lingered on his blood stained lips the same sweetness Maria had . I have returned to the manor in secret to see for myself why he would come back to his old slaughter house and through the window I could now see why . The young girl who resembles Maria . I thought I was looking at a ghost . A spirit who had returned to punish me for my part in their demise all those years ago . I could see she was no ghost but flesh and blood a reincarnation of James's only true love .



I returned home in secret and found files on Maria's family dating back three hundred years . James's had been waiting for her return thats why he kept the manor . He must of made a deal with the devil for her return . I see that her name is Mariah and James's has trapped her in the Manor . Maria has been trapped in the manor as well . I always assumed James buried her in the woods or out in the fields . I now know her remains were kept under the alter . As I hold the locket that contains Maria's portrait I see how truly wicked and cruel I have been . I can feel both Maria and Mariah's pain and fear . Something must change before more carnage and rage descends around James .


Maria if you can hear me your thoughts must comfort Mariah . You must stay with her and give her the strength to endure James's advances . I know you can never forgive me for my part in your demise . I need you to know I did care about you the time I spent with you while James was away showed me how wonderful you were. I admit that part of me hated you for gaining James's attention and the fear I suffered thinking you would take him away from me . I know now that would have been the better outcome for everyone . And now Mariah runs the same fate as you if she does not give in and let James take her . Perhaps it’s best that I do nothing but events from the past weigh heavy on whats left of my conscious . I must find away to release you both from the prison James has trapped you both in .

I had a very unpleasant encounter in a vampire chat room . I was just looking for inspiration for my writing and allowed a little of my work to viewed . For some odd reason my work was greeted with offence . They hated it and just ripped it apart and I was called every horrible name you can think of and told I was a pathetic loser who should give up on writing as I clearly have no talent and I was promoting far right values . Im not sure why anyone would come to that conclusion . Oh and apparently Im a waste of space bullshit human . Its a lovely world we all live in lol .

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Neowise2020
16:01 Nov 21 2023

I often wonder where people are at in their headspace to act the way they do. It's obviously not where I'm at. It's usually a mob or herd mentality and the ego they develop because of it that I have to contend with. But I have strong spiritual influences that they obviously don't. They depend on the lies they tell each other to empower themselves. You seem to be a strong independent woman to me so I don't think their criticism really hurt you much which is why you can just laugh it off.

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Lamadia79
16:06 Nov 21 2023

Not really sure what prompted the poisonous outburst from them and yeah I would say they all had a an attitude problem . It was a bit of a knock to my confidence but yeah I will be laughing it off . I know what Im writing is rough around the edges but practice makes perfect and I love it and Im not going to give up

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OldSoul
01:27 Nov 22 2023

I do hope that it wasn't the chat room here. We always try to be inclusive and nice to anyone willing to chat.

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Lamadia79
01:39 Nov 22 2023

No not here somewhere els . Somewhere I will never go back

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We were all new to our bloodthirsty vampiric life . The agony of being starved by James in order to prove our devotion and loyalty to him . We were brutal killers before we crossed over into hell and given a new monstrous existence . This just made us all more deadly to anyone who crossed our path . The life blood of humans would be our main focus . We had pledged our devotion to James and he handed us our first taste of blood . More was needed and James had seen to that four fresh victims greeted us James promised us we would soon learn to hunt for ourselves and we would move on from the village and expand our carnage and make our mark on the earth . We had 3 young girls and one young man to choose from . As usual Thomas ran for the busty bird and Richard grabbing the weakest girl the ones that won't fight back . We all knew James would want the wench with blond hair which left me with young man .


I was hesitant about killing again seeing Thomas and Richard tear at their victims flesh and bleed them dry made realise I had sold my soul to James and I had become one of the devils henchmen . The blood feast was fast becoming messy and James was looking at me with inpatient eyes . There was no way that I could walk away from this and let him down . James asked me if I would prefer to have the girl thrusting her in front of me and holding her tight by the scruff of her neck. Her constant pleas to be let go were really annoying me but I could hardly blame her for being so afraid . She was in a room with four monsters . Strewn body parts in puddles of blood covered the floor . As vile as that sounds the sight and smell of all that blood was intoxicating and it was giving us all sexual arousal and a feeling of invisibility . James wanted an answer from me and my hunger for fresh blood made me announce that I had never wanted the girls I had always preferred the boys . This stopped Thomas and Richard in their feeding and Richard looked at Thomas and shouted out “I knew it I told you he was a queer” I didn't care if those two atrocities knew that my sexual interests were for men . I was a vampire now and I would gladly rip those two apart if they had a problem with my tastes . I took the young man and ripped open his throat and feasted on the blood poured out of his veins . This scene of carnage pleased our master and he was happy to let Richard and Thomas see his affection for me . Their was no chance that they would make any comments about being queer to James not after the last time . James threw the blonde girl to floor and ordered us to finish her off. I asked him why he didn't want her and he gave me his cruel smile and told me two littles girls were lost in the woods so he ended their suffering . The blood of the innocent was something he wanted us all to experience . That was something I was dreading .

There are days when I feel like I rediscovered myself . I have come to terms with the fact that I may not want the life that everyone els wants . For most of my life I have been someone’s girlfriend or fiancee . I never married any of them . They all wanted to get married but I found the very thought of it made me feel sick . I just could never bring myself to do it . It felt like I was being condemned to a prison sentence . I everyone falling in love and Im happy for them but for me its more I want to be liberated from love and given the one thing I have never had freedom . Deep down I don't want to owned or tied down I want my freedom the chance to move around and steal desire and passion when I need it . Im a quiet perceptive poetic woman and I write because I need my mind to dream and find my way to my true self . I know I was truly madly in love once but when I think back to him was he as wonderful as I thought he was ? Or was he just another pain in the arse like all the rest of them . I believe my demonic tendencies are really starting to come out in me . It was always there it was just repressed because I was doing all things we are all just supposed to do .

The hospital tells me I need new medication which is fine but I need to call my GP to get them . He then says I need to make an appointment and the next appointment is Friday but the hospital wants me to start the meds tomorrow and have said the GP does not need to see me all he has to do write the prescription out . But he's insisting he can't unless he sees me first . Trying to get past the gate keepers on reception is a nightmare in itself . I have told them from no onwards I would like an appointment 10 every morning just incase I should need anything or take ill . That doctor is getting to big for his stethoscope

Its not even December and everywhere I go I hear that bloody awful Mariah Carey song . I swear if I hear it one more time I will hunt her down and kick her right up her jaxie . I hate that song and I can't get away from it same every Christmas I swear someone up there is doing this deliberately to wind me up and they are up there mocking and laughing at me . That song brings out the worst in me every Christmas 😩 I really hate Christmas right now I reckon scrooge got it right with his bag of humbugs 😖

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Neowise2020
16:27 Nov 17 2023

If the ghost of Christmas future came to me showing me my grave I'd be like: "Yes! Finally!!"

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Lamadia79
16:41 Nov 17 2023

Yeah I think I would be the same

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Cadrewolf2
20:14 Nov 17 2023

Bah humbug.

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NikkiAidyn
05:10 Nov 19 2023

They seriously need to retire the Mariah Carey song...and perhaps a few others.. It has had its time, too many times

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I grabbed Belladonna by her arms and pulled her close to me I kissed her beautiful red lips and asked just to be mine for the night . She gazed into my eyes and promised me that after tonight everything would be changed for me . She slid under the covers and pressed her naked body to mine . At last I had her all to myself and I was determined to give her the wild passion that she had conjured inside me . Her skin was so soft but icy cold and the feel of her made me so hard and unable to control myself . I pushed her arms down and held on tightly to her wrists . I wanted to over power her as I sure that was something she was not used to . She wrapped her legs around my waist and I was able to enter her with ease and she cried out and gave me her hard nipples to suck . She tried hard to free her wrists from my restraint but I refused to let go . I pushed myself harder into her and moaned with pleasure and with each thrust she was getting stronger and I was unable to keep her held down . Her arms were free and she dragged her razor sharp nails down my back . I could feel blood pouring down my back and I refused to let her see how much pain she had inflicted on me . She was licking my blood off her fingers and a her eyes began to glow . I knew I was very much in danger but I didn't care if she needed my blood in order to satisfy her hunger I was more than willing to give it to her . Things were taking a more extreme turn and she was becoming like a wild animal I could not control . She jumped on top of me and began passionately kissing my neck . Her mouth was locked on to my flesh and I could feel something very sharp digging its way into my skin . This was followed by the most intense pain I had ever felt . I could hardly breath and I could hear her sucking away at the blood that flowed through my veins . She had my arm pinned down whilst I kept my other arm around her back . I could feel her sharp nail piercing my wrist . My hand was soon resting in a pool of blood . I could feel myself growing cold and lifeless and the room was starting to feel like it was getting smaller until I could hardly see it anymore .

I awoke the next morning to find Belladonna had gone and I could barely move . I finally managed to sit up and I greeted by the sight of blood soaked sheets . I was still alive she didn't kill me . I got out of bed and attempted to open the curtains but the light was unbearably painful so I had to keep them closed . I caught sight of myself in the mirror . My back covered in deep scratches and bruises from her fingers . And my neck with two deep puncture marks . I was so weak that I fell back into bed and past out . I began to dream of Belladonna and I realised I had made myself a hostage to the devil .

Last night was the start of a new destiny for the four of us . That destiny came at a terrible price that price was sacrificing Maria . For the past 4 months I had believed that James was in love with Maria and he would abandon our gang and coven to be with her . This was not the case James used her to gain power from the Prince of Darkness himself . Something happened to us all but I cant remember what events transpired after Maria was killed . Myself Richard and Thomas had awoken in darkness still in our secret room where we carried out our sinister rituals . We were shackled to the wall unable to escape and there was no sign of James . For the first time all three of us were very afraid of the situation we had found ourselves in . The pain of hunger was upon us and it was turning us into wild beasts . Thomas was screaming and cursing James's name . Richard was sure James had double crossed us and left us to die . I could not believe that James would have done that to us but remembering how he killed Maria I had to accept the possibility that Richard was right . In my starved state I was having flash back to the previous night . I could see James attacking Thomas and the blood that had been splashed all over James . I felt like I was going mad and my unstoppable hunger was making me have thoughts of trying to attack my friends. And if I was having these cannibalistic urges then Richard and Thomas must be having them as well . I was right Thomas began to snarl at me and he grabbed the chain attached to my foot and he started to pull hard trying to drag me over to him . His eyes were glowing bright and his teeth were showing long fangs and his nails looked like sharp claws . This was odd it was pitch black in this room but I could see him clearly . I had to stop him from dragging me over to him some how . Thomas kept snarling at me and saying how it was his turn to see what I tasted like . I could see a brass candle stick holder on the floor I reached out to grab it but in my weaken state this proved to be incredibly painful but I managed to grab it and I lashed out with all my strength hitting Thomas in the face at least three times before he let go of the chain and he rolled on the floor screaming in pain . I could smell his blood and the smell was intoxicating . I could see my own nails had turned to sharpened claws and I used my tongue to feel my teeth and I felt the long sharp fangs in my mouth . Richard was just the same as us and he was snarling at Thomas . I knew this was going to end badly we were starving hungry and we were going to rip each other apart . But then we stopped we could hear foot steps and this was accompanied by a woman's screams . The candles in the room lit up very suddenly . James had finally returned and he had a young woman half stripped of her clothing in his tight grasp . He told us that our ritual the night before was a success but if we wanted freedom from our shackles we had to pledge our absolute devotion and loyalty to him . The smell of the young woman's blood was so potent that I think we would of agreed to anything just to taste it . We agreed to James's demand and he threw the woman to us . We jumped on her ripping away at her clothes until we got the bare flesh we needed and we bit into it . Her terrified screams made us even more ravenous . We clawed away at her flesh blood spilling into our mouths and it was the most amazing taste . Richard was biting her throat whilst Thomas and I drank from the veins in her wrists . She screaming and fighting back hard which was making it difficult for us to feed . So I reached out with my hand and covered her mouth and nose in the hopes of suffocating her . Finally she stopped moving and we were able to feed with ease . James had watched us in our feeding frenzy and he was pleased with our new found depravity . He told us one day the world would fall under darkness and chaos would rule supreme . We were now immortal and we were to follow James into the centuries to come destroying lives and taking everything we wanted without fear of death or consequence . We were no longer prisoners to the mortal world we were vampire's and the blood of the living was ours for the taking . James threw the keys to free us from our shackles and we followed him back up into the house . The sight of 3 young girls and a young man all tied up and gagged in the kitchen greeted us . James informed us the night was ours and we should choose our pleasure for the evening . We were all still hungry and Thomas was the first to choose his victim . Richard took his victim and I had my sights on the young man . So how will the rest of the evening play out ? More next time as this will get very messy

Im still working on my novel and a second novel has come to life and parts from both are here for anyone to read . I think in many ways certain feelings and demons from myself are taking shape . Im enjoying it all so much and Im very passionate about it . There are times when doubt myself and think is any of this really working ? Can I actually make a success of this ? I feel what drives me is the trying and the people who have become an inspiration for certain character's. So I push forward with it all reading history books watching documentaries and taking notes . Had to take a break from documentaries about serial killers as it was giving me nightmares but helpful in its way . My search for the perfect house for my character to live in is still on going and the village has been chosen so Im well on my way . Still hope that more people with an interesting tale to tell will come forward . So I will keep going and sharing

She stood at the bottom of the bed her bright eyes burning into mine . She smiled sweetly at me she raised her arms to undo her dress . It fell gracefully to floor and her body was even more desirable than I imagined. She crawled down the bed with cat like movements and she climbed on top of me . She looked deep into my eyes she backed away from me slightly and I tried to pull her back she needed to tell me something .

“I need you to control your fears Robert” I was puzzled by this and I made it clear that I was not afraid .”Yes you are afraid of me because you know deep down that being with me their is every possibility you may not survive” yes your excited but your fear is very much with in you . I can hear your heart beating faster and faster and this makes the blood flow through your faster and that just makes you more delicious . You get your sexual arousal from my naked body and I get mine from seeing the vein in your neck throb and pulsate . It makes me want you.

I was relieved to hear that she wanted me and knowing I could die from this sexual encounter with her . The fear was there but the sexual desire was over taking me and there was absolutely no way I was letting her get away from me tonight . A fire was burning deep within my loins and a raging passion only she could satisfy so if this meant me psychically having to restrain her so she could not escape my passion and my bed then so be it Shes not getting away !

How far can I go when writing a love scene ? Am likely to get in trouble if its to explicit ? Or am likely to get peoples interest and make them want more ?

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Vampirewitch39
00:39 Nov 09 2023

You can look at other journals, some do write that kind of stories.

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I spent most of the morning drinking brandy with intent of passing out and sleeping away the day . I finally awoke around 6 that evening I managed to force myself to wash and shave and put on some clean attire. I could hear the servants setting up for dinner downstairs . I thought about seeing if I could visit Lord Edmund but I was informed by the footman that he was far too unwell to receive visitors . I had to wonder how much time he had left and if I would ever see Belladonna again . She knows I want her and she hasn't exactly turned me down. I informed the servants that I wasn't hungry so I would not be down for dinner instead I walked the grounds of the house and made my way back towards the village . Night was falling and I could feel the thrill in my heart that I may see Belladonna . I was right I could see her walking towards the church yard again . I waited for her to get closer it was now time to make my move and confront her .


“Miss Belladonna” she turned and flashed me her hypnotic eyes . “Mr Davis you are following me again” In spite of my warning you are following me ! “Yes Miss I am” I want to know your decision ? “Mr Davis you must stop this I can not give you what you want” “The least you can do is tell me why miss “ “How can I make you understand Mr Davis? Belladonna looked angrily at me and I could see that she was in hurry to get away from me but I wasn't about to let her go without an answer . “Make me understand why you won't take me “ “Mr Davis you have no real comprehension of what you are asking for” I was sent to bring in Lord Edmund and I must do as I have asked. My family would not like it if I brought you instead ! I told you Lord Edmund owes my family and that debt must be settled.” Lord Edmunds wealth must be very important to you” Its not just the money its his land and his blood we require” Why Miss Belladonna? “ His family stole from mine a long time ago” many in my family were destroyed and we were forced off our land and from our country. We have waited a long time to take back what is ours and I can not allow anything or anyone to stop me . Your constant attempts to persuade me to have you are very tempting but I can't . You want to give yourself to me and allow me to turn you into the very thing that you deep down are repulsed by . You will spend eternity looking at a every human you meet with thought's of blood lust . Not being able to listen to them because all you can do is think about how the blood that flows through their veins tastes . An uncontrollable desire to seduce and feed and having them die in your arms . Having to hide from the daylight constantly having to lie to make your way through the world always looking over shoulder and wondering when the next human will discover you and try to destroy you . You can not want this and I would not want you to . “ For your love sweetest Belladonna I would gladly except” She looked at me with such sadness and she took my hand and pulled me close to her . She placed her cold hand on my cheek and kissed my lips . I grabbed her waist and pulled her to me and I kissed her as passionately as I could . She wrapped her arms around me and I felt her bury her head into my neck . I could feel her cold lips kiss my neck gently at first but then I felt them get a tight grip on my flesh . All of a sudden she pushed me back hard . Her eyes had become so bright and I could see her long sharp fangs . She quickly put her hand in front of her mouth . I told her not to hide her fangs from me . I wanted her to see I was not repulsed by her I tried to reach out to her but she ran away from me so fast I could not see which direction she had fled too .



I walked back to the house and straight back to my room . I just wanted to get drunk again but I felt so overwhelmingly tired that I threw my clothes off and got straight into bed . As soon as my head hit the pillow I was asleep . Such strange dreams plagued my slumber and I was awoken by foot steps at the foot of my bed . Their she was my beautiful Belladonna she had come back to me and I was filled with intense sexual desire I wanted her and I wanted her now

Recently gone through bad times and finding myself in a really bad place emotionally . Sometimes I feel as though there are several versions of me and I don't know anymore who is the real me . I just don't have the energy to be everything that everyone wants me to be anymore . Im completely lost in a life I hate . There are times when I feel my life was something that happened whilst I was looking the other way . The only happiness and relief I get is when Im writing and Im creating something thats not real and I can get lost in Imagination and chase away the ghosts that haunt me . I really want to find myself again because I know Im in here somewhere

It had been a few days since James snapped the neck of the photographer that had been hired to follow James . James had been given the news that a priest at all small church in Evesham was apart of a small vampire hunting group . This priest had sent out the private detective to find James . And with the help of a witness James was found . The priest was now to face James and nothing could save him now .


The small church obscured by old twisted trees was ready to shut its doors to the public for the night . Father Micheal wandered his church awaiting news from his Private Detective friend news on the movements of James Sutherland . Just as he was about to lock up and leave the doors opened and a tall striking figure greeted him .

“Im sorry sir the church is closed for the night if you seek shelter the salvation army has beds for the night” The figure moved towards Father Micheal and the light of the alter began to dim . Father Micheal began to back away and he attempted to persuade the figure once again to leave . “Sir I must ask you to leave if you seek help from the church come back in the morning” “ It is not I that requires help priest ! “Sir if you do not leave I shall be forced to call the police” The figure began to retreat backwards and seemed to leave as the church doors shut . Father Micheal breathed a sigh of relief but as he turned around a hand grabbed him by the throat and lifted him off the ground . Burning red eyes stared straight into his eyes . Father Micheal knew to his horror that he was face to face with the very man he had hoped to destroy . “No need to look at me like that priest Im not a ghost I am quite real” Father Micheal tried to speak but James's grip around his throat was so tight he could not get the words out . Finally James let go of his throat and dropped him to the ground . Father Micheal chocked and attempted to stand up and face this monster . “You are not welcome in here James Sutherland this is Gods house “ James gave a very cruel laugh and sat himself down on one of the pews . “You say this is gods house and yet a Vampire has walked in here unharmed and is here to tell you a little story before he kills you” I think it very unlikely that god will show up and save you ! So if I was you I would sit and listen very carefully to what is being said to you . After all you do not have much time left . Father Micheal sat down shaking and held his crucifix tightly in his hand . James leaned towards him smirking “That piece of twisted metal will not protect you from me Priest” You see stories that have been told to you about me are quite true” When I was a child 300 years ago my Father was very much like you . He was a so called man of God who tried to crush me under his bible . He used to take me out with his fanatical witch hunting brethren he forced me to watch the pretty girls they believed to be children of the Devil burn at the stake . I could smell their flesh burning and I found their screams to be quite orgasmic even at that young innocent age . Whilst they were burning the innocent they had no idea a real child of the devil was watching with pure delight at their suffering and plotting my fathers demise . I was taught by my very own mentor the ways serve hell and become something better than a mere human. But my celebrant practices were discovered by my Father when I was 15 years old
My father and his Brotherhood had me beaten with belts and whips until I could no longer walk . They sent me to a monastery in the countryside that took in orphaned boys . Those bastard monks abused and humiliated me everyday for two years . Not just me but any young handsome boy that they took a fancy to. Many a night I was sodomized by so called men of God . I never stopped in my quest for the Devil . I was able to kill 3 of those monks and I killed several orphan boys . The rest of those bastard monks let me go and I made it clear to them I would kill every last one of them if word got out to my Father and Mother that I had escaped . When I returned home I found my father at his favourite whorehouse pleasuring two little sluts . I burnt him alive and torched the whorehouse and watched it burn to the ground . Then I murdered my mother and sister . I inherited my families fortune and land and set about establishing my own coven . I learned the true pleasures that flesh has to offer . The thrill of taking human life . Gaining an abundance of wealth and power . The exquisite taste taste of human blood . Being able to gain eternal life on earth as Satans very own destroyer the Vampire . Its funny how you religious men like to punish homosexuality with hell . When you are the ones who get your kicks from abusing the innocence of children . You really have no idea as a man of god how pleasurable a young man can really be . For 300 years I have broken many men and women with the true potential that sex has to offer . You as man of God are nothing but contemptible to me . You took it upon yourself to seek me out and try in your own pathetic way to destroy me . And now you find yourself face to face with me on your own ground and your about to shit yourself with fear . I could of just ignored you as theirs no way you are any match for me but theirs no fun in that . I enjoy very much killing your kind its a really big turn on for me . So my story is at its end for you . Be a man and face a real god you can scream as much as you like because I intend to rip you to pieces and burn your house of God to the ground .


James arouse from the pew his giant stature filled Father Micheal with terror . James's claw like nails slashed open the priests face swiping out his left eye James tore Father Micheal apart limb from limb like he was made of paper . His screams echoed around the whole church . James drank the blood that splashed into his mouth . Once Father Micheal was dead James spat blood onto the alter . And through his severed head at the stained glass window depicting Christs Cruxifixction . He shouted the words “heres another parasite for you Nazarene”
As James left the Church it exploded behind him . James was now satisfied that another threat had been silenced for good . The Private Detective and the female witness would not fair much better at James's hands .

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Tlsvamp21
11:54 Nov 06 2023

salt is a vourcaw

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For 9 years I have hoped to find a certain old friend . But my search brings me nothing . Why did he come into my life in the first place ? He knew everything about me he knew my unhappiness and my struggle . He was offering me a way out and I lost him . He told me everything I felt and wanted since I was a child had happened for a reason and he was going to give it to me . And then it all vanished . Why did he do that to me ? Was it all just a cruel joke ? I would have given my soul I would have given anything just to know . My search is bringing me down a dark path and I don't care if it rips me apart Im not giving up . So I know he is still out there and I will find him . Im not scared anymore Im more than prepared to crawl through hell if I have to

I turned around to see the most beautiful girl in the world in my eyes at least . She walked a little closer to me and repeated “ are you looking for me Mr Davis ?. I could hardly get my words out so I nodded and quietly under my breath muttered the words “yes Miss “ Belladonna had an angry look on her face she walked around me and she looked pensive . “ I want to know why you have been following me Mr Davis ? You need to give me an answer as Im am not a patient woman Mr Davis “.” It’s because Im in love with you Miss Belladonna “ . She looked at me with confused eyes and she turned her back on me . “It’s not an answer Sir I do not have the time or care to indulge your fantasy” . “It is not a fantasy it is the truth I have been in love with you since the first night I saw you on his Lordships arm”. I told you two nights ago how I had tried so hard to have the chance to be alone with you . She still looked at me with anger and confusion and a hint of curiosity . “I saw you with the boy in the church yard and I know you killed him same as you have killed two servants in the house” and I know you are the reason Lord Edmund is dying!. “You accuse me of murder Mr Davis and yet you stand there and say you love me” You must be a fool . “I am no fool miss I know what you are and yet Im prepared to keep it a secret and lie to keep you safe”. “Thats quite amusing Sir you keep me safe if you were to tell people about me they would think you were crazy and lock you up”.”Why are you so cruel Belladonna ? Why would you take the blood of an innocent child ? “The blood of the innocent is sometimes required so I can give myself to another” “would that other be Lord Edmund? “Yes Mr Davis” I was truly heartbroken by this confession from her. But I knew I had to press forward with my questions as this was my only way to spend time with her.”why him ? He hardly seems the type to make a good vampire” “No Sir he is not but he has a debt to repay to my family” and I have been sent to collect that repayment . “You know he does not want this Belladonna ? She looked at me and laughed “He has no choice Mr Davis and now I want you to leave my resting place as I need to make a quick alternative arrangement for my rest “. “No Belladonna Im not leaving I want to offer you a new deal!”. “And what deal would that be ? “I want you to take me instead of Edmund “ “And why Sir would I do that ? “Because I would make you a far better husband than him . Edmund is weak and stupid and he has no substance he is a pathetic accuse for a man becoming a vampire will never change any of that ! Do you really want to be stuck for all eternity with a worthless coward like him ? “Oh but you feel I would be better off with a working class immigrant that got lucky on the stock market ? A man that tries to hide his poor colonial background and buy his way into British high class society ? Lord Edmund mocks you to me all the time but at the same time he has a fondness for you the same kind of fondness a human has for a pet dog ! “You can be as cruel as you like to me Belladonna my offer still stands “ I love you with all my heart and I would do anything for you”. She stared at me and I began to believe that maybe she was considering my offer. “You need to leave Robert “ “You called me by my first name “ The very fact she knew my name filled me with joy but I knew terrible hurt was coming my way. “Robert I want you to leave and go back to the house right now””I won't do it Belladonna until you give me an answer ! Take me instead of Edmund .” I need time to think about this amusing offer Robert” Come to my room tonight then Belladonna and give me your answer” “ I don't make promises so we shall have to see if I decide if you are worth my time and interest now leave ! I did as she asked and made my way back to the house . I entered my bedroom and reached for the brandy I decided to drink away the daylight until I past out and hoped nightfall would wake me to the sight of Belladonna .

The police arrived at the house once again asking us all questions about the maid Amy . She had not been seen since last night and the butler informed everyone that her bed had not been slept in . Once again I had to explain myself to the police . And once again I lied about not seeing Amy since she served dinner . I knew in my heart that the scream I heard last night was Amy and Belladonna had something to do with it . The police officer informed us all that we were all to remain at the house and we should not go out alone at night . I was still consumed with thoughts of Belladonna and how much I loved her . I was worried about Lord Edmund and I had requested with the butler to speak with him . He told me his Lordship was still gravely ill and the doctor was returning later to see him . I returned to my room and tried to sleep but it was useless my mind was uneasy over the missing girl and thoughts of Belladonna . A knock at my door came I didn't want to be disturbed so I shouted go away . The butler called to me and asked me if I could spare Lord Edmund some time as he was most insistent about speaking with me . I knew this could be my chance to see Belladonna so I hurried myself to Lord Edmunds room . A dark and cold sight greeted me as I walked into his bedroom . Their laying in the bed was a pale lifeless Lord Edmund. He could hardly move and his voice was so faint . Belladonna sadly was not with him . I asked him if I could open up the curtains and get the windows open the room felt as if it had no air . He begged me not to as the sunlight would hurt his eyes . I tried to find out what exactly was wrong with him the butler told me he had been diagnosed with acute anaemia . Lord Edmund grabbed my arm and begged me not to let her kill him . When I asked him who ? He mumbled the name Belladonna . He seemed to drift off at that point into a deep sleep and I took the opportunity to check his neck . I moved aside his shirt collar and their it was two small puncture marks . Same as the man who I had found two nights ago
I left Lord Edmunds room and asked the Butler where Miss Belladonna was . He told me she had gone into the village to visit friends at Lord Edmunds request and she would be returning tonight . I went back to my room and I began to feel a great unease at what I had just seen . I had heard stories during my travels of creatures that could seduce and feed on the blood of humans . Whilst I was in eastern Europe I was warned not to be enticed by any beautiful strangers . Vampires were just folk law and midnight stories to scare people . Now it would seem they are not just a story . I could not quite believe that Belladonna could be something so monstrous but the evidence was mounting up . She never eats or drinks and nobody ever sees her during the day . Amy wore a pink flower in her hair that Belladonna gave her . The same flower Belladonna placed in my hand last night . I needed to find out more about her but how ? Nobody seems to know anything and Lord Edmund was in no fit state to tell me anything . I was going to have to find a way to track Belladonna movements . I waited until nightfall and hoped I would see her then I could follow her .l waited and waited but she did not arrive but out of the corner of my eye I saw a figure move past the living quarter's . I walked out and saw Belladonna walking into the garden . This was my chance to follow her . Once outside I only just make her out . She had gone quite far very quickly . I could see she was headed towards the church yard . I walked as fast as I could to try and catch her up . Damn it I had lost sight of her but then I noticed a young boy walking towards the church yard alone . He was singing a merry little tune as he walked towards the church . What was a child doing out alone at night ? I was worried for his safety and I knew I had to catch him up so I could save him . As I got closer I could hear the boy calling out where are you pretty lady ? Then I saw him smiling and laughing as he ran into the cemetery . I made my way into the cemetery as quickly as I could and there they both were . I hid behind a tall grave stone and saw Belladonna holding her hand out to the boy . He handed her a flower and she asked him to go for a walk with her . A thick mist began to form and I began to loose sight of them . I tried to follow but the mist was making it hard for me to breath . I could no longer see where I was going when all of a sudden I tripped on something . I hit my head quite hard and this made me pass out for a few minutes . When I came around the mist had completely disappeared and the thing that tripped me over was the little boys foot . He was laying lifeless on the ground . I tried to revive him only to see his face was completely white and fresh blood covered his neck and chest . The flower he had given Belladonna was in his little cold hand . I moved his head to one side and I saw two puncture marks on his neck . I knew then he was dead and Belladonna was a vampire . She had lured the poor child to his doom . I should of gone straight to authorities to report this but I couldn't Belladonna had cast her spell on me . I left the cemetery as fast as could and made my way back to the house . But just as I got into the grounds I saw Belladonna walking towards the old barn . I could see the butler standing by the barn door . He looked like he was in a trance . He opened the door for Belladonna and she walked inside . The butler followed her and closed the door behind them . I stood quietly and waited to see what was happening . The Butler emerged from the barn still in his trance like state and locked the door behind him . I waited for him to go back into the house . Once I was sure he was gone I made my way to the barn door . It was bolted shut and it took all my strength to move the bolt across . Once I had dine that I quietly walked in . I knew this must be where Belladonna was sleeping during the day . And if she is a vampire their must be a coffin hidden in here . I wandered around the barn looking for her resting place and their it was hidden behind a hay bale a large oak coffin . I must of been crazy to even think of lifting open the coffin but I needed to know if she was in there . my hands were sweating and I felt like my heart was about to burst out of my chest when I heard a sweet voice say Looking for me ?

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I was left with little choice but to raise alarm for my gruesome discovery . The male servants rushed out into the grounds and found the dead man . The police were called and I spent the night being grilled by the chief constable for the rest of the night . Of course they asked me if I saw anybody els outside I told them no and that was a lie for I had seen Belladonna . The man that had been murdered was a servant in the house and the rest of Lord Edmunds guests showed little care for his demise . I was advised to remain at the house until the police were satisfied with their enquiries . His Lordships Butler kept giving me disapproving looks and I overheard him refer to me as that damn yank and he didn't trust me. I went up to bed to try and sleep away the nights events . I had horrible dreams about what I had seen and I had the strangest sensation I felt as though Belladonna was reaching out to me . The next day I tried to find out more about Belladonna but nobody seemed to know anything about her . I made it my mission to find out which of the household maids was looking after her . I found out it was a young girl called Amy . She was very reluctant to tell me anything. She even became quite defensive with me when it came to the subject of Belladonna . I noticed Amy had a small pink flower in her hair . When I asked her if it was aloud for maids to wear flowers in their hair she snapped angrily at me that miss Belladonna had asked her to wear it before storming off down to the kitchen . I waited a short time and made my way down to the servants kitchen and listened to their conversation . They were discussing their shock at one of their own being killed and their worry for Lord Edmunds health . The Butler Mr Stokes talked about how strange Belladonna behaviour was to him . She does not eat or drink and nobody ever sees her during the day . The household cook Mrs Dawson kept on about how inappropriate it was for Belladonna to wear her hair down all the time . Amy became quite upset at the staff for criticising Belladonna. Mr Stokes advised Amy not to become to friendly with Belladonna and the flower in her hair was just Belladonna way of amusing her self with her . Then they began to discuss me and how they had noticed the way I looked at Belladonna and they thought I was sweet on her . This made Amy walk out into the scullery in tears . Mrs Dawson was confused by Amy's reaction and Mr Stokes pointed out that he believed that Amy had become infatuated with Belladonna just like me . Mrs Dawson was disgusted by the very notion a young girl like Amy might have romantic feelings for a woman . She called it a filthy accusation and she would hear no more of it . I decided it was time to make my way back up to my room before the servants noticed me . Nightfall had arrived and I dressed myself for dinner and filled with thoughts of Belladonna . Belladonna did not come down for dinner we were all informed that she was staying beside Lord Edmund . I didn't eat much myself I just wanted to find a way to see Belladonna . I went back up to my room and sat out on my balcony and applied my gaze towards Lord Edmunds Balcony . I must of sat and waited to for Belladonna to appear for at least 2 hour's and then I saw the balcony doors open . There she was the most beautiful sight I had ever seen . I stayed still and watched her walk over to the edge of the balcony . Her beautiful face and hair cascading in the moonlight and her perfect breasts just leaning over her pretty lilac dress . Then Amy walked out onto the balcony and Belladonna beckoned her over to her . They were engaged in conversation for a short time and then I saw Belladonna kiss her . This filled me uncontrollable jealousy . I watched them both leave and I collapsed back into my chair filled with anger . After a little time had passed I observed that Amy had come outside and she was walking into the gardens . I raced downstairs and ran outside with the intention of following her . I walked fast around the grounds into the garden but she had gone . What was I doing ? What the hell was wrong with me ? I took a few minutes to calm myself down and I began to calmly walk back to the house when I heard a terrible scream . I decided to walk back into the garden to investigate when Belladonna appeared . I thought my heart was about to stop this was now my chance to speak to her . I introduced myself to her and asked her forgiveness at calling her by her first name . She gave me a blank stare and continued to try and walk away from me but I grabbed her arm and begged her to listen to me . I told her I tried so many times to find away to be alone with her . She asked me to let her go but I couldn't the words Im in love with you just came out . She looked afraid of me and insisted I let her go . And I couldn't let go until I expressed my undying love for her . She managed to free herself from my grip and she smiled sweetly at me as I got lost in her beautiful dark eyes . She put her hand on my cheek it was ice cold touch and she placed a small pink flower in my hand and she walked away into the house . I sat on the steps and looked out into the night . I felt like such a fool but then I remembered this flower was the same flower Amy had in her hair . The next morning the house was awoken to the news that Amy had gone missing .