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i find that life grows more and more complicated with each passing moment. i cant seem to grasp the subtle complexities of simple things. nor can i rap my mind around the fact that some things simply cant be explained. lets start with somthing easy. well relativley easy. lust. a simple force that drives almost everyone. and yet this is were it gets complicated. when lust crosses two borders simotaniously, how do you cope. i find myself trapped between a friendship and a lover. i cant simply turn away from my lust, and nor can i in good concionce destroy such a promanint relationship. now lets move on to somthing a bit harder. love. yes love. this simple word is the only thing that i have found with truely infanite complexities. many of these evident. through gelousy, longing and so forth. others are finite. such as the confusion realized through mutilple parteners. or the depression that comes from being given exactly the kind of love you want and then having it just as easilly taken away. of all the little parts of this i have come to buyt one conclusion. if you want it just right. you have to work for it. if it is given to you. it can just as easilly be taken away. and lust is not the answer to anything. its the problem.