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I hope everyone have a good new years, and have a merry grand vampirific night

I wanted to give for how this year has went by quite fast I had my ups, and downs, I've been struggling with honestly many days, and nights of suicide, times of my vehicle breaking down, or having to deal with the many hours of stress from my job. But the one thing that kept me sane, and keeping me away from the negativity would be my lovely Kurai I known her for a about a year we had our ups, and downs due to people getting in our way, as well as her job. But we gotten back together, we talked as friends, and soon the rose blossomed, and we went back out again. I'm happy to be in her life once again, and making her smile, we both still tend to be stupid at times to one another, we may even have an argument once in a while, but I damn well say she's a fiery woman, and that's my kind of girl. So in retrospect I want to say thank you to my lovely kitten Kurai for being in my life, and keeping me from going to that dark place again. I might be an idiot, but I'm your idiot my love.

I don't know anymore I'm just getting so tired of even ever trying I get told I get something, and it ends up not coming to fruition

woke up, and can't seem to get back to sleep -.-

not sure why but it hurts now, and I was laughing earlier, and I relaxed but still hurts for no reason.....

I feel happy this morning for doing something special for someone I deeply care about, and I want them to know I appreciate, and love them deeply. I want them to not go hungry, or any bad moments ever

I guess the past few days has been taking it's toll on me, and I just feeling very overwhelmed, and my overthinking sucking the soul out of me :/

Been a very calm day I would say at the least

this weeks been a little insane high winds, and rain, and lots of power outage x.x luckily I've been at elsewhere besides home just don't take my laptop like I used to since not wishing to get the damn thing wet..... That would be bad getting a 1400 laptop soaked in this weather....

not been very happy with these past few mornings been awfully cold, and weirdly foggy like THICK fog silent hill thick, and it's rough walking in those specially with idiots on the rode driving anymore

not sure why but tonight kinda hit me hard out of nowhere, and I just feel like what do I even have in life honestly..... I feel alone, isolated, and such.... I just feel internally empty, and I wish my life wasn't how it in where I feel like ever since my dad passed my entire life was thrown out the window, and what I was wanting to do was shattered cause of it...... I just don't know what to do.....

been sick since monday, and just been honestly feeling like shit I can't seem to keep food staying down, and just been wishing this crap would stop I've been just so drained, and unable to do anything x.x

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Cadrewolf2
06:06 Dec 05 2024

Get well soon

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you know what that means people we have 24 more days for the NEW NOSFERATU MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!