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i never know what to say or even how to say it but i guess writing it on here seems so much easier.

i love being led in bed with you even if we're not talking, i like how you look when you wear your glasses even if you don't. i think your so amazing when you are talking about stuff you love that sometimes i just don't get, you're such a passionate person. everyday i learn something new about you that reminds me why i love you, i'm so crap with this kinda stuff and you have no idea how embarrassed i'd get trying to explain it to you but yeah XD

rock bottom... not the nicest of places to be but yet again i seem to be back there, we all know the feelin all to well but that doesnt mean we should have to accept it, i've always been the one to pull people out of that darkened pit everyone knows as rock bottom but when i reach my hand up expectin someone to take a hold of my hand tightly and pull me to safety the scariest thing is i dont hear or see anyone well atleast not right now anyway suppose i'll just have to sit tight... hey! a copy of metal hammer! :)

i know its because of my insecurities and my demons to face but i suppose i just thought i'd have your support, i feel like i hold back cuz i'm scared you dont get me sometimes, and the weird thing is i know full well you do, you've been my rock in all this and made each day a little easier, i'm sorry if i dont open up or let in on what i'm thinkin but i promise you its all good and even better then what i had expected but all i ask is you let me know from time to time that what we're doing is right in your mind too cuz i love where i am right here right now xxxxxxxxxx