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I cometo this rave many years ago. Throughout my time here I have had several name and left once for a couple of months, and when I say left I mean to where I deleted the account at that time. In the begining years I found very interesting people, caring people and overall just amazing people on here that shared and walk the dark roads that I do. Some of those we became friends and others did not, but there is a reason for each. I know back in that time period I had a couple of really good friends or so I would have thought. it is uncertain now if they truely were friends or just there, I don't know. over time we faded out some could say its because i left and some could be its because they were not true friends. So I started walking a journy alon before the rave and after that time period I cam to find myself walkingyet once again alone. The dark and curvey path lead me to now, still wondering the rave and others places looking for true friendship. I find myself once again noticing people that come in my life and tell me they are nothing like what I found before and they are true to there word but yet I find them acting and doing same thinsg as before. Some of the signs are when both are on its alway my side of things that gets the conversation going. other then that I don't realy hear from the people who claim they are different. So I wonder the journy and this long dark path again in hope of finding one day a person who truely is different and who sticks by their word of true friends through thinck and then and not matter how much life throws at us. True friends the ones that we hold dear in heart just as close as family would never stray away. The term true friends is something that gets tossed around so easy these days. There are those that it does effect.