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so i was sitting there..and the blade was shining in my eye makes me feel so lost in the sheer beauty of it all..the blade may have been sharp but the pain still flooded down and onto the floor and it was just full of saddness..he made me watch that..and almost made me cry..the tears fell to the floor and i fell asleep thinking it was my fault and it was...but i couldnt stop it..i care about him and i dont think he knows..and all i can do is say...i care for u and dont cause urself pain. im not worth it and the blood i let flow isnt right but i love the numb feeling i get after...&hearts:

guys suck...

ok so today hasnt been the bestest but im hoping after my shower it will get better..it wont tho..i know that...so ppl have been telling me that someone i know has been a bad guy recently and i dont really care..thats his problem and my boyfriend has been acting weird if u wanna call him that..and my wrists itch...and im watching shaun of the dead..its godly..lol