Every time I'm close to you,

there's too much I cant say,

and you just walk away.





("don't leave me alone, cause I'm lost without you")

"I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS

White man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."

The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:

"Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, "

"When I grew up I was BLACK "

"When I'm sick I'm BLACK, "

"When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, "

"When I'm cold I'm BLACK, "

"When I die I'll be BLACK."

"But you sir."

"When you're born you're pink, "

"When you grow up you're white ,"

"When you're sick, you're green, "

"When you go in the sun you turn red, "

"When you're cold you turn blue, "

"And when you die you turn purple."

"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"

The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away....

Put this on your page if you HATE racisme

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There is only one person I really want to ralk to at the moment, but A; they arent online right now, B; I dont have the courage to call them, and I'm sure they are busy anyhow. *sigh*



I was up late last night, thinking about alot of things. About how I've been acting, about how all the people I normaly talk to are shirking me off it seems, and feeling kinda heart sick.



I've been acting like a slut, and in truth I only talk like that to guys I like a lot. But, its still wrong ither way. And possibly am kinda leading a few on like there is a possibility of us maybe being together. Basicaly being any normal female, using them, and manipulating them to get what I want. And I dont wanna be that way. I decided, I'm not gonna flirt with anyone anymore, just have normal conversations. I wont tolerate anyone flirting with me either.



I wont pretend to be something I'm not, I have been a flirt, and a tease. But I'm really very shy and withdrawn. There are few people I feel comfortable to share my feelings with. And they know who they are. If I like you I will be blunt about it and say so. If I think your good looking I'll say so, but that doesnt mean I consider you a romantic interest, so dont get the wrong idea. And if I know there is no way It could possibly happen, then I wont even be botherd to like you in anything more than friendship.



I dont have many friends around me, so I have many good friends online here, possibly even best friends. They are people I care for very much and would do a lot to keep safe. So if you interfear with them, I'll not hesitate to give you a piece of my mind.



So in conclusion, my rules apply to everyone.



1) Dont flirt with me.

2) Just cause I say your not hard to look at doesnt mean I'll be with you.

3) If your my friend I'll help and lend you a shoulder if its needed.

4) If you plan on being a dick to me or my friends, you better just start walking now.

5) I give everyone 2 chances, after that, you can suck my nonexistant cock.

6) I do not txt, or IM anyone right off the bat.

7) I do not post pictures of myself, if you so happen to see me in cam, congrats.

8) If I do talk to you, it will be strictly intelectual conversations.

9) I do not indulge personal information.

and

10) I WILL NOT CYBER WITH YOU! if this is all you had in mind, leave now. If you message me anyway, I will block you. So with all do respect, Fuck off bastards.