I know I am a bit late but I have needed sometime to process the new changes since the start of 2021. Starting on the 1st which should have been a happy day for me but I logged on here to deal with immaturity, stupidity, and several cases of lying which ended up with my blocks be given to someone and any account I make from this point on will also block this person. Leaving disturbing bullshit comments such as I ache for you daily on someone's profile after they state they wish you didn't exist is a bit creepy and the fool has all my blocks. On the 3rd I said goodbye to Fuzzy which yes was hard but she gave me one last gift. When Fuzzy originally got sick I was with Dave and he went through all her treatments with me....well we stopped talking due to personal and someone's insecurities and control issues. Well Fuzzy's passing brought him back into my life. Slowly my friends that were lied to into thinking I was the antichrist are returning because after they thought about it they were contacted by a joke of a man who can be proven as a liar.
Now the biggest change I have to adjust to is being made to feel like I matter to someone. I am not the type you can buy I dont really care about money all I care about is time and when I am given it even if it is just discussing my day someone will go a lot farther then throwing money at me. I had to be reminded I am not an object be bought. I also was reminded by Dave that those who are dumb enough to believe a fool are fools themselves and not truly needed so yeah I depend on my closest friends now more than anything....still even after all of this I am still happy even if someone you cant stand it.
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