Don't you just hate it when people lie?
I know this is kindof a cliche topics, break ups and stuff.
But, still.
I've decided to make a journal.
For the past year, i thought i met my love.
My everything, my dream, my future husband.
Well, because of his depressiveness and his sadness. he can't be happy anymore. and he's not happy with me.
I hate being lied too.
I hate how i wasted so much time.
How do people know for sure that their special someone will always be there?
because i certainly thought so.
My world is torn up.
I can't see the light anymore, my heart is a forever shade of black.
I lost my hope and motivation. Now i have to replan my life.
COMMENTS
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Bellanova333
01:30 Apr 10 2011
It is never an easy thing, but there are endings, and there are new beginnings too. I cannot even count how many times I have had to start my life over. Facing the new uncharted territory can be scary, but it can be well worth it too.
SleeperKing27
17:42 May 13 2011
the answer is simple
true love is meant for those who are content
when one is not content
it can never work
true love is a blessing afforded to the few
some are never meant to have it!
so in passing I will say
welcome to the club.
Sphinx
16:11 May 18 2011
What you're saying is right.
i probably was never meant to have it.
haha. which is good.
i don't want it.
LacyLashes
23:19 Jun 29 2011
I wouldn't call it wasted, although I'm certain what you went through hurt. Pain teaches us things. You learned much about yourself I'll wager, and you learned that it is folly to plan your life around someone else. I think we all have to learn that the hard way at some time or another.
True love happens when you are truly happy and in love with you. Once that happens, the deep friendships you form with trusted individuals mean more, because you are able to be honest and unashamed with them about who you are, and their ability to hurt you is lessoned; because by loving yourself, by being honest with you, you never gave anyone that much power over you in the first place.
I am so sorry for the hurt you have suffered, been there myself a time or two. Lighting a candle for the days ahead, may you find your truest happiness! :D