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I am so sick and tired of being so sick and tired. First it was strep throat, then the flu, then a bladder infection, then a chest cold that has now turned into pnemonia (spelling?) And all have been back to back to back! I just want a day where I can breathe, eat and talk normally, and where I don't feel so damn tired all the time!

*sigh*

So on Sunday we came home from being out all day and found some odd things. My boyfriend's paintball gun and a lot of paintballs including the bag they belong in were in the middle of our bedroom floor, at first we thought it was Wayne, our 8 year old, but after some investigation, and this is making a long story short, we discovered that some little kids about ages 6-9, broke into our house, messed with stuff, shot his paintball gun ALL OVER the apartment complex, stole an adult lighter and 2 black and milds and just made a mess. I thought it was teens, but when I found out it was little kids, it just disgusts me, where the hell are the parents? The ripped a screen on an open window and one came in and opened the door for the rest, it just makes me sick... lock your doors everyone, the 7 year olds are out! Pathetic... what is our world coming to?

Today I feel shaky, weak, you know what I mean? I don't know if it is low blood sugar, but I ate a couple cookies so if it is that I should feel better soon, or if it is the staker 3 I took this morning (thats probably it but I am in denial) but I feel so bad. I just want to lay down and sleep. Our bodies are so odd at times, we feel certain ways, and we have know idea why or how we got to feel this way. Whether it be a sickness, tired, or an emotion, its almost as if we have no control over ourselves, which to me isn't right. Sorry for the rant... silly stuff really...

until again...

Ok so try and follow me on this one, my ex husband's, grandma (she is only 58) is getting married, tomorrow, but since I am the only one 'in the family' who has any training, studying or real experience with wedding planning or event planning in general I got to be her helper, for free might I add. So today I was running around like a chicken blah blah blah we all know the expression, to help her decorate the church and recption hall, there were several people there and I was the only God Damn one working, then my boyfriend didn't wake up to let his son in the door after he got home from school so i had to rush home and let him in and have a jolly time waking my man up (had to be there) And that is like only 10% of my day, whew, glad all i have left is fun, adult extracurricular activities, if you cath my drift, and then sleep, ahh...