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Well these past two weeks have been hard i used to think that we wll had one true soul mate and that they would be there no matter what .But now i belive everyone but me has a Soul mate that i am destained to be alone in this world and the next so not gonna say i am happy when im not and im not gonna hold back no more on who i am or what i am if u dont like me u have that block button for a reason use it but dont be all nice because i wont be no more if u get on my bad side i will let u know it and u will be blocked i am here to explore my self and to grow more in who i am i will be doing so im tired of people telling me who and what i should be or how i should fit there mold they want well sorry to burst ya damn bubble but i am me i like the dark and the evil i love the taste of blood and if that doesnt fit ya life the thats u not me stop pushing it on me . I love feeling the bite i love the taste when it flows over my tounge I love when i am bitten its peace for me and knowing that when i am bitten that it releases a lust in who is biteing me makes it so much better i dont just let anyone bite me i have to have some connection and feeling so with that all said this is the me i really am like me or not i will not be changeing just getting better and growing more my lust is high right now all i can see lately is red and i will be dealing with it the best i can to all those that are my friends thanks for the support and for all u haters keep hateing and for the one that started me on this path u may have started me but i will finish me !!!!

Don't underestimate the things that I will do



There's a fire starting in my heart

Reaching a fever pitch

And it's bringing me out the dark



The scars of your love remind me of us

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all

The scars of your love, they leave me breathless

I can't help feeling

We could have it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside your hand

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it, to the beat

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)



Baby, I have no story to be told

But I've heard one on you

And I'm gonna make your head burn

Think of me in the depths of your despair

Make a home down there

As mine sure won't be shared



(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

The scars of your love remind me of us

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

The scars of your love, they leave me breathless

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

I can't help feeling

We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside your hand

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it, to the beat

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Could have had it all

Rolling in the deep

You had my heart inside your hand

But you played it, with a beating



Throw your soul through every open door

Count your blessings to find what you look for

Turn my sorrow into treasured gold

You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown



(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

We could have had it all

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

It all, it all, it all

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)



We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside your hand

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it to the beat

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)



We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside of your hand

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)



But you played it

You played it

You played it

You played it to the beat.

Pain is knowing he is there but u cant touch him or be with him for another was choosen in your place that u was left behind for something new.

That u was so easly tosses aside like you were never there it takes more pain to try again to try and make since of what has happened to know that the past will not come back and that what you feel will just get worse in time knowing that u will never feel that touch or hear those words again that once made u happy in life knowing that someone else is with them feeling there touch hearing there words and being theres when u are not .they say pain lets u know your alive well then i must be blasting with life cause thats all i feel right now is pain and more pain .

The day that you passed away i wanted to hold your forever and make you stay .

I knew the pain i was feeling would slowly fade everyday but the thought of you not being here wouldnt fade away.

You were a lil image looking just like me my darling baby Boy who had come to me with your first breath i felt blessed joy .

And with your last breath i felt a great big void because i knew with that last breath you would No longer be with me .

I knew i would have to say good bye but the thought of letting you constantly made me cry.

You were my lil angel and are the same today i miss you very much and your memeory never fades away.

I kneeled down at your head stone as i do ever year missing you so much and wishing i could have kept you here.

But i know your safe in heaven and there you will await until i see you again at heavens Golden gates.

I miss you my lil angel and this poem i write for you i will place on your head stone where i feel close to you . I know your daddy misses you even though he can not say your was his baby boy and he still loves you til this day

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ToHot2Kill
05:55 Jan 16 2012

Yes he will be

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AnkalAlgishKinsha
06:11 Jan 16 2012

i will always lvoe you no matter wat even tho you werent my blood but i concider you as my own as my son love you rip son

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Hi to all my friends i will be removing my account soon i want to thank you all for being friends and for being there , to the one i loved u will always be apart of me , but i must say good bye and let u go , always do what makes you happy in life and be what u want to be not what others think u should be .