first of all i told u that i was not giving u one. now if u really wnatme to i will. and yes i cant spell every well. and i do pay attention in school is called a fucking reading and spelling disability.
so fuck of on that thing.
ok, i was not saying htat i had more problems then u. this person knows who it is and its not my bf htat i am talk to her.
i am not saying htat my life was wosre then anyones. this is just how i let s hit out. cuz other shit really dont work for me. and i am not asking to sym. eithere. i am jsut letting it all out. trying to stop it happening again thats all.
sorry ifi pissed anyone off by writing that shit down in here.
i am not in cop with anyeone to see whos life was wose. but look and read before u speak. please. words can be haterd.
these are quize that i took. and trying ot do what was sugested:
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ok when it takes 4 guys 2x my size and 3 other friends to hold me down from killing your ass. and yet u still walk the hall well your one lucky some of a bitch, u date the ugylest and most hateful of guys. they treat u like shit. they hit you till u cant get back up. and yet i stand up for u every fucking time. and i get this shit in return. some fucking friend u are. and if your even on this site. u know who the hell u are. rember i have sharper hearing then u, and just to let u know i herd what u said. well bitch u need to come out of the closet. and let the world see u for what u really are. i trusted u wih my life. treated u as if you were blood. i saved your fucking ass and life more then once. u just better stay the fuck away and hide behind yoru fucking little of poser friends. u fucking poser as want-a-be. ur friends better back off too. i have gotten in a fight with only me deffending myslef and ther was 5 others, against me. hell to let u know they were biger then me and i did kick their asses, to hella and back. if i can take a 250 pound man i can take your skiny ass and thiers to, u not only hurt me but u hurt my fucking family as well, we took u in when uneed someone the most. u also hurt my friends as they are family ( sisters) to me as well. bitch u messed with the worng irish bitch this time. i am going to kill u all and let your blood run down my fingers and savour it. for the time in its self. i will make your souls walk this earth and i can fuck u up there to. hel in its slef is to good for someone, like u. man ur lucky to be walking today. man, i could go on and on about yoru ass. but i would most likely bore these ppl on this site. all i got to say is yoru lucky u bitch.
they push at night, and even in the day. i feel the pain evey time i look at me. i see it inside. they dont care. they ripe the soul that lies within. they push and pull at me more. i cant get them out. they dance around and play as if its a game. i cry inside trying to rain on their party. the blood and people dieing, is lifes own dream, but when i see them its as if they are really. i feel the blood dripping off my fingers. i wash the blood of my stained clothes. i hear the voices in the back of my mind, laughing at me. dont they see what this is doing to me. i sit up at night. i hear them talking in my room. snickering at me. as if i am a freak. i have no idea what i am. but i know for this that i am different. i set alone in my room in my conner praying to myslef for freedom. the one thing i cant give myslef. i wrtie the stories down as after i view them with site of the mind... then the next thing u see them on the news or in a the next lost town paper. its werid i share them with myself. is it wrong that times i laugh along with the shadows, in my room? they get mean at times. so i say nothing. i see them they change in form. as times get harder andmore will come. i will sahre, to u if u wish to view.
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