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New tumor update!
10:01 Mar 09 2008
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So I went to the doctor (3/6/08) today and got x-rayed and prodded again, and got a big needle stuck in my neck to pull a tissue sample so they could send it off for analysis, and they injected something into it to keep it from spreading...

They think it might be a malignant Chordoma, but they aren't certain, but it's not really growing fast, they said my spine needs to be adjusted while they are running the tests and that may help the preasure on my spinal cord a little so the next stop is my Chiropractor...

I'm on some really good drugs though to smooth out the mental effects of the spinal preasure, they upped my Paxil dosage to 40mg, gave me 2.0 xanax to chill out my related anxiety and help me sleep, gave me 20mg prozac in case I need a quick boost, gave me some pain medication in case I need it, and gave me something to prevent seizures that could happen...so I'm very euphoric right now

Man after only 2 days I feel great and happy again, I havn't felt this good since they took me off paxil back in November..LOL...I havn't been out of the house since this crap happened but I'll be out again this weekend! I'd rather go out alone like I always try & do, but if anyone has any ideas then hit me up..I just can't drink much cause it will irritate the tumor and crash me again :-(



I'll keep you all updated!



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I can now blame a Tumor on my Insanity....
09:54 Mar 09 2008
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So I went to the emergency room last night (3/2/08) cause I didn't feel very well, yea, i was drunk, but I was having pains in my upper neck, dizzy spells and i couldn't breathe or focus very well, I was also alot depressed...

So I get there and they realize I'm drunk, and quite incoherent, so they get me a room and stick me with an Iv to hydrate me and stick a tube down my throat to pump my stomach, cause my body had gone into "shock" from what they initially thought was an alcohol overdose...anyway, I told them that I had frequent headaches and it wasn't from the alcohol, so about 1 hour later they x-rayed my head and found an "anomaly" and carted me off to get a cat scan..

Turns out I have a small tumor between vertebrae 1c & 2c that is putting pressure on my spinal cord, this area controls Blood supply to the head, and I was asked if I ever had any symptoms of migraine headaches, congestion, insomnia, nervous breakdowns, chronic tiredness, amnesia, dizziness, mood swings, or depression, cause the pressure the tumor is placing against my spinal cord could make any of these things happen, I said all of the above..lol...!

So they picked and prodded me a little more, said I might need surgery and possibly Kemo if it gets worse, and sent me away with a bag of drugs and a note to go see a doctor.. It's good to finally know that my mental problems are not my fault, but some stupid tumor that's phucking with me and driving me insane!

I see the doctor later this week and I'll keep ya'll informed, I gotta go find someone to pay for all this crap I'm gonna have to go through now, I spent over $1,000 last night on this BS, but it's good that I found out sooner than later...



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