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20:54 May 09 2013
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am really fucking sick of loud stupid people today not bad enough that i am surronded by the illeterate but i fucking feel fat!!!!

OINK OINK OINK!!!1

FAT FUCKING HOE GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF!!!



yep yep yep....



totally want to cut up my legs but tis too warm and have no where to cut !!!! to many people c my body!!! such a fucking whore!!!!

SO FUCKING IRRITATED!!!



sorry just so pissed off i want to beat some one!!!


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15:31 May 09 2013
Times Read: 476


Lately am very stressed my ex kicked in a door w a knife looking for a fight w a guy/friend of his i was with. yeah holy shit. And i ended my relationship with my master very very very sad. feel pathetic and stupid and i really thought i could do it but each relationship i get in is just another funeral for the part of me im cutting up. Im sorry. i really am. But im afraid to leave my shit hole and he was a way out and it was more of him getting me out then me and if i dont do it myself im gonna be scared forever of everything that isnt painful. Im not going to drop out. im not going to kill myself. Im not going to get attached to some guy. idk where im going to end up but i have to add my own special bit of hell in it to even feel like i deserve it. Im sorry but i cant let myself be happy. Because i really dont deserve it. this is the truth. I sabotage everything.

So here i am re-evaluating everything. I hopped in to a new relationship. Very casual. Very nice. No drama. Good. I know i know. your judging me and guess what i dont know if i dont care.



Im getting my grades up. Keeping my step dad sweet. Working out. keeping the house clean. And crying. Alot of crying. no razors. no stackers. no overly controlling ex.



I am going to college.

I am going to get the life i work for.

And thats plain and simple.

I am going to lose weight and be a bit to thin and i dont really care what u say about that.

I am going to figure out how to function better and be chill....

i will have a good life to say the least


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16:01 May 08 2013
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ONLY 18 DAYS LEFT OFF SCHOOL!!!


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20:04 May 06 2013
Times Read: 490


looking at fitspo makes me feel a little better


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15:26 May 06 2013
Times Read: 505


DUMBEST FUCKING THING I HAVE HEARD IN AWHILE!!!!





Sabine said on January 5, 2013



Why is it that featured women aren’t displayed of other ethnicities such as; Japanese, African American, Indian, etc.,?!

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Skylar Alexandra said on January 9, 2013



I third that! A lot of thinspo is white. You have to look up “black thinspo,” “Asian,” etc to find other races amongst it usually, which is really odd for Asians because many are thinner….

I think it’s just racism….adding to the idea of what beautiful people look like. So if thinspo is taken from a magazine model picture or something like that, they’re usually white because white people are considered the prettiest by a lot, even if it’s subconscious for most people. I think people posting it here should be conscious of that and try to post it of other races and ethnicities.







WTF?! ITS NOT RASCIST! this is from prettythin.com...made me so mad....thats like saying i dont like some one and then being called racist has nothing to do with them being black i dont like there behavior or something...I perfer white girl thinspo....becuase im a white girl i find scene thinspo epic!!! I mean seriously we r not five!!! I dont have to find a skinny black chick my envy becuase im not attracted to it!!! I AM NOT RASCIST!!! NOT IS THINSPO!!!


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15:15 May 06 2013
Times Read: 506


ypu can never make the same mistake twice bc the second time its a choice



----i make bad choices


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