My life plays out like a bad joke. Every time something good happens, something bad takes it away.
I'm told constantly how to live my life, every day the same lecture, the same joke. Even when I try to make good, I just seem to fail. Everything that's good for me is out of reach.
I feel like the retarded kid sometimes, god and life are playing keep away with what makes me happy.
Who ever said " dying is easy living is hard" hit the nail right on the head. Sometimes I just wish I could let go, but I look at my life and there's still a couple of people I care enough about not to do anything.
I'm liking the dark more and more, for the simple reason that it's indiscriminant.
Can't wait for tomorrow probally just some more S.S.D.D.
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