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i made my decision and i hope my real friends will stand by me. i am no longer going to be pagan. my real friends will stand by me and the others well yall werent friends to begin with now were you?? thank you again.

ok all my friends that knew what was going on, i was able to buy my kids their christmas presents so i am alot better now. ty to all who told me things would get better.

i am going to be disappointing my children again. i am not able to get the money to get their christmas and i cant get my b/f or my family and loved ones. i feel like such a sorry person.i am staying depressed all the time know. i hate myself so much for not being able to get anyone anything. i need a better job but cant get the better job without a car. and i need more money to get a car. its a sorry viscious circle. i dont want my children to have to wait again for presents. i am sorry all i just had to let this out.

i have been trying to decide if wicca is the right path for me. i have been feeling strange and not sure about it for awhile now. i am thinking about taking a break from all religions for awhile and then see what "hits me on the head" to say hey this is what is right for you. if any of you have been through this let me know how u dealt with it please.